I post rarely anymore. After my last few oral experiences (1 Aya session & 1 pharma session) I was put off of dmt for over a year. The point underlying those two experiences hit home completely and I felt the need to back off for some time and focus on myself and my life and enjoy whats been givin to me.
Recently acquired 4.8g dmt from a lb of rootbark and made 2.5 of that into a 50/50 finely ground blue lotus/mullien mix with Gibran's caapi tek to add 350mg of pretty lite color'd harmalas from some white caapi I had lying around. And that was made into a 1:1 with the dmt.
I've had multiple experiences over the past few days and everytime had been more rewarding and blissful than the previous. And the crazy thing is...i've had ABSOLUTELY NO ANXIETY OR FEAR pre-launch...it was completely odd...like.. a full acceptance of what was about to happen to my consciousness..a full realization of what was going to happen before it happened. Something in those last two oral experiences switched something over permanently for me.....what?....I have no clue...but it's great. Everytime I've done the changa these past few days..a smile just overtakes me and the happiness just courses through me mixed with a full appreciation, acceptance, and realization. It's like..no more anxiousness..no more fear.
And mind you..each dose was around 125-130mg changa in a mini bong..all in one go..minus the tiniest speckles of remnants. Each time it's drug at a snails pace..slowwwww..filling my lungs to the brink....incredibly intense..incredibly beautiful...incredibly evolved....enough said...
Much love.
