Wow. Hahaha!
I've recently had what I'd consider my first real experience with DMT. Let me just say that it was the most intense experience I've ever felt.
So the idea I had in mind was to build off of the smallest doses possible, <5mgs per hit. So I put on some shpongle and loaded some mj and dream herb into my MagicFlight pocket vap(worked soo amazing for gradual, not sure about blastoffs) then I would load <5mgs and vap and hold 20 seconds, very meditative.
The third or 4th hit was where all the CEV's started to arrange and I could feel the buzz in my body. It was a tunnel, the constructs were faint and translucent. A few hits later and I was looking into this space, no longer a simple tunnel. This space was alive with movement, folding and gyrating and fracturing at countless different points, my eyes focused like microscopes and witnessed faces, eyes, teeth, and many other things in the smallest points of the fractals. This is the most complex visual phenomena I have experienced.
One more more hit and I am moving through this space faster and their is this thing in front of me. This massive, dancing, thing; between conscious and construct, it was
like a grand manifesting bio-mechanism of creativity. It seemed to be the embodiment of all possible imaginations from the subconscious or something of that nature, I was shown almost like artworks of visually complex, impossible things I cannot describe, it represented imagination as a mechanism or machine or vessel or large object, a vast geometric structure covered in tentacles that were covered in tentacles(yes, tentacles on the tentacles. and as I witnessed them waving around it just seemed like a dance that something would do if it could create anything and everything.) Wow, no point to describe this further.
Then I decided after maintaining that level for a few minutes I was comfortable with trying to blast off, I loaded close to 10 or more mgs and vap'd it.
I took the hit in over a really long time, and when i stopped vaping I could feel energy reverberating through my body. There was some point of inevitability when the spice kicked in that nothing could ever prepare me for. This next part was very startling
There was this unbelievably rapid acceleration of space, and a "moving at the speed of light effect" when it seemed time had simply halted. Where I could see the blurry frame by frame of impossible forward acceleration. Imagine time and space running parallel and then space just blasts through time and through the roof, throwing off the ratio of time and space. This feeling was an exponential increase in every perceivable awareness, more intense feelings/sensations than thought possible. Then...
A beam, a foreign and visible frequency shot down from above(CEV), the frequency overtook the noise of the music, I truly thought I felt consciousness in the beam or from the beam, this frequency had to be what has been called the carrier wave. This was probably the most interesting and horrifying part of the trip, I was frozen with shock from the intensity of sensation and this foreign signal happening all in less than 5 seconds im guessing. What I saw after experiencing this were these pulsing oblong cell shaped structures with hundreds of spinning triangles within them, extremely clear visuals and very unlike the geometric archetypal visuals I normally see. The feeling though when your about to blast off, I have never felt that elevation&intensity of perception before, not even in astral projection though similar. I can only imagine the intensity and realness of a breakthrough!
EDIT: Just wanted to say my first personal experience with DMT makes no claims to anything described in above fantastical experience. It simply stands to entertain and relay specific aspects of my trip that may or may not be relevant to anything.
Thanks for reading all, what an experience for me hhahah.
Peace and love:]