My first hit ever of Crystal i smoked 50mg of white DMT crystal, Smoked Slowly over a cone of weed all smoked in one hit and held it in for the 10 seconds.
I like to close my eyes first while it onsets, so i closed my eyes Layed back on my bed and blew out the smoke opening my eyes slowly.
The rush came and my thoughts quickly recoiled and in an instant i could think no more. Faced with destiny. quickly it swept me away in a wave.

I remember a feeling, just a moment of a loss of identity who was i, everybody? What was i, part of everything all at once? Felt like i became the Chemical merged.
Intense sensory sensations Never experienced.
I could not fathom any of this, luckily though i could not slow down enough to try.

I closed my eyes again trying to feel it or ride it and not freak out, it was so intense, but i wanted to be there with it in time and space.

I remember my senses, i was seeing colours, light and energy, DMT, Flowing around inside my shadow body?
It was pressuring my body filling it with vibrations, i felt i had to gave in, so i tried to Relax and then i was engulfed by the light.

And a chanting sound?
yoweyoweyoweyoweyoweyowe

I opened my eyes and they focused strangely clear, just to see my multi coloured disco ball dangling above my head, it seemed to warp and drop and then it and my head meet and it was attached to my head for a flash moment it felt like i had landed on it, it was so shiny and colours gems, then it split, folding, wrapping around me, like a sectioned orange.


I do not know if my eyes were open or shut but this immense collection of colors so shiny and so intense filled my space like the universe crammed into an area, and i was apart of it conscious of its edges like an ocean infinite.

I think i blacked out for a moment here or the scene changed dramatically.

Then i was in motion gliding through a tunnel like a 'Star Gate' or wormhole, and the colours were now darker and more defined and i remember i came to a few openings and the vision looked around then moved on.
I was travelling. Deep into something.
I was not in control of the motion, more like a ride.

I blank out here again or something,
Till something gets my attention, it was my brother he had said my name like 8 times lightly getting louder before i snaped his way.
I heard DRE; Now i had returned to the sea of intense colours, and though the colours were still infinite in vision i could feel ground, I had stood up.

My brother he must have come slowly to be face to face with me.
(my Brother gave me the DMT and was sitting Watching)

I seen first a bump in my vision then it stretched through into my reality a nose then a mouth, eyes my brothers face then his whole head from nowhere materialised, just his head - it was scaly and dripping down his face similar to my disco ball, made of thousands of colors most beautiful colours gems.
His animated head said " i look like a jester aye " then swung back with a chuckle ahahaahah and jester bells appeared dancing on his electric hair as he faded out of my world again.

(I still wonder if he had not interrupted where i would have gone?)

I let out a sigh and feel back to the bed.

Then i returned to swim in the sea of gemstones again motionless before it seems quickly my room returned.
Back in my room i was speechless, i literally could not put A word together stumbling, i had to wait like probably 5 minutes and come to terms with what had just happened, where i had just been, sensed.

I remember thinking that i dont know if i could show someone that, but wanting everyone to have seen this beauty.

its very beautiful and very scary its more a life experience than sky diving, a good DMT adventure. And i have sky dived twice.

This was nearly three years ago and the 'Spirit Molecule dvd' was not filmed and i had not read anything on DMT, this is the best i can remember that time. Always mine forever.
I had smoked herbal DMT 'Dreamtime' maybe 10 or 11 times, and orange goo twice.

I Do Recommend The Closing Of Eyes While Holding In Smoke Does Wonders When vision comes back.

I notice it becomes more characterised and defined each time i smoke DMT, it becomes something, less of just a buzz.

This is a beautiful report- thank you for sharing!

And I agree about closing the eyes. I have a nice black cap I like to wear as i blast off. Inhale, pull over eyes and lay down. I know some people prefer various levels of lighting- I am growing fond of darkness.