Well, 3rd takeoff was a success. The second I stopped giving into astonishment I was flung into the highest recesses of my mind. I shot up a tunnel towards these gigantic radiating beings. I was awake... However steak taste so good, so i need to learn how to forget what was conveyed or at least pretend.
None of this could of happened without giving in to the good doc though, or what alot of people also refer as jester like. Your earthly natural instincts are programmed to resist for whatever reasons. Maybe its to crowded up there for all of us who knows.
Its in your head