This experience was one of the more pleasant one's I had.

My friend went first two hits and he was gone,I took the pipe from him and watched
him recline into his chair.I was having a little pre flight anxiety due to the fact
that he likes loud music and this would be my first trip listening to music.

I get comfortable on the couch and take two good hits.I never seem to get the launching thing at the onset,I am usually instantly there and this time was no different.I look at the
pipe and it looks strange and feels weird too,like my hand and the pipe are melting into one another.

I look around the room and everything looks odd,then i remember smoking.Its such a fast transition from baseline to this state that it is very confusing at first.
I really enjoyed the music and at times could see it.I mostly kept my eyes
closed and enjoyed the music and visuals.

So I start to get this internal dialog going with myself,nothing unusual same
as always.Only this time instead of trying to quiet the internal voice I
continue to mentally talk to myself and answer as if I were talking to someone
else.This goes on for most of the trip,I talked about the visuals and the music
even talked about any life issues i could remember.

Then something unexpected happened just as I had asked or mentioned something
I started to answer myself.Before I could answer a voice cut me off and answered my
question/comment.I can't remember what I asked or what the voice said other than
the voice's answer was alot longer and more intelligent, than what I was about to say.

During the whole experience I never felt a presence or saw any beings,it was clear
that this voice came from me.It even sounded like me.

I was startled by this and awkwardly asked "what?".And the voice spoke again,it was
weird because it was so clear and so clearly me but I have no control over that part of me.

The voice sounded like a very friendly,cool and wise part of me that I want to be.

We talked for a few minutes it felt like and although I can't remember much of what it
said I can say the message was positive and it gave me a vision and some parting
wisdom I managed to remember.

The vision was of a crystal/glass/steel structure that was morphing into different shapes.
His parting wisdom was that he is the real me and that I am only a part of me fooled by
my ego to believe that I am the real me.

When i came out of the trip which ended rather abruptly I was talking to my friend before
I was even fully aware I said "I am not me".He laughed and said "I know"as he has been
there before.I just kept saying it for a few minutes trying to understand before it faded.

Normally I hate the internal dialog and I am always trying to end it asap,but after this
I am glad I talked to myself for a few minutes.

Nice....

Almost every single trip seems to point that we are living in some sort of Collective Virtual Reality.


But I am curious.Did anyone with no prior knowledge of these kinds of stuff, take DMT and than come to the same conclusion?
I know the most used sentence about the experience is "Take DMT with no expectation" but that is not really possible, is it?
We all have some ideas in our head learned through life, books we have read people we have spoken with...interactions.
I think DMT just lays out what and how you are.
What would a Fundamental Christian see?


I guess Robert Anton Wilson was sort of right.
All it matters is the experience.

If you're not comfortable with the music or setting, I would recommend not smoking.

DMT is about you, and is very personal..

I'm sure you don't regret it though, the trip sounded quite nice, but just for future sake..

Be well.

I agree Sky its personal and I prefer to use it alone.I feel like I get more from it if im alone,and I get farther and deeper.

It really does give one an unbiased totally honest look at themselves that just isnt possible to recreate any other way.