Holy Moly!

That was the deepest and most profound experience of my life!

When I woke up today I wrote my introduction essay on here, knowing that I was going to take the leap. I was going to wait for my friend to come tonight with something to measure out… I jumped the gun.

I made a ‘sandwich’ by eye and hit it; it was a surreal experience, short lived and colourful. I knew that I was still there though and everything seemed to be on the other side of some glass, observable, subjective… I was impressed, but, pretty sure I hadn’t broken through. So I went and had a coffee and thought to myself “Double it” so I did…
I fired through that ‘patterned glass screen’ soooo fast it was like it was nothing! I went through at (what can only be described as) warp speed to somewhere where there was not one iota of ME left. It was such a colourful place and my ‘essence’ was suspended there ‘naked’ to this unimaginably powerful entity which flashed by for my observation every single mean spirited action I had ever made, right in front of me like a montage at the end of a reality TV show, only made of stained glass. Then without words, and with the unmistakeable sentiment of “There will be no more of this shit”…. ‘He’ destroyed with barely a twitch of his ‘arm’, all of the glass panels. I felt so small and disgusted with myself, ashamed, frightened!

Then I ‘moved along a conveyor’ to be shown how things should be. I was re acquainted with the warm feeling of love and laughter, unimaginable joy and wonder and began my journey back to my body. The feeling of remembering I was human was like the opposite of tearing apart Velcro; I felt myself ‘re-attach’ to every single strand of DNA that made up ‘me’ and took in a huge gulp of air. I remembered the warmth of a human body and my mind re-associated itself with who I am in this world.
It was only an hour ago and there was so much that I can’t yet remember… But… WOW!

This is NOT a toy!! This is beyond sacred!!

Wow, thanks for sharing... can wait to step over that line myself.

Congratulations on a successful first flight. Trying to disseminate the mass of information and profound experience you just encountered, will never be easy.

I notice you made a 'sandwich'. What device did you use? What an excellent first experience, I am happy for you, for having an incredible journey. I bet life looks a little different now.

Peace

Macre

ha, ha, ha, i absolutely love it . Theres nothing like the first time your comprehension of reality gets poleaxed by the molecule.

The weird thing now will be that when you are about to do one of these things that you have been told "there will be no more of this shit", you will stop and think to yourself "it told me not to this, so i wont". As my friend pointed out, "its like having a second conscience"



Damn straight

Im glad you had such an amazing experience.

I have a Vapor Genie on its way with some .001 scales but I couldn't wait... I just went to my local head shop and bought a £3 metal pipe. I made my sandwich with ash and a little tobacco (I didn't want to use herb as I things to do this afternoon)... Such an inexpensive trans-dimensional portal, as it turns out...

Yes, verbalizing the experience is almost impossible. As the proverb says "like trying to describe an elephant to a blind man".

I do think my "second conscience" will keep my ego in check from now on...

Thanks Guys

Sounds like an amazing experience. I'd be curious to know how things go when the scale and VG arrive

That's excellent news. If you had such an experience with a £3 metal pipe and bed of tobacco, you'll have no problem blasting off with a VG.

Peace

Macre

Indeed! Sounds like a great experience, it really is sacred stuff.

The trouble is... I feel as though I've walked out of the ocean with my cupped hands full of water, in an effort to share with everyone what travelling the Great Barrier Reef was like...

That's the genius of the Nexus, we understand, we have seen the coral

An excellent simile, and an excellent answer.

Peace

Macre

I feel the need to ask what mean-spirited actions of yours you were shown.

i baught a .001 scale my self with i barley use for doseing once youve done it enough you just know how to eye out where you want to go

Epic first experience! Hope to reach that stage some time in the future

Pachuco Cadaver; Haha, no murders or anything like that, don't worry... It was everything!! From stupid mean things said as a kid to other kids, to raising my voice to the children, to ignoring people I don't like, everything that I may have had cause to apologise to anyone to in my entire life...

I forgot to mention yesterday about where it began, it was so beautiful! So much knowledge!! It was like a fountain of symbols... I feel like I was thinking "This is it..."

My friend had a great first time last night, it sounded much better than mine when he came to... I'll try to get him to Join and share it

*to anyone for*

You definitely have more balls than I do. Haha. I nervously weighed out my dose and with sweaty hands took a rip. I didn't go for broke like you. But now I'm more prepared. To each his own and I'm glad to hear it all went so well for you. This stuff is amazing and can really do some good in this world. Thanks for sharing.

Damn, I love the way Spice just instills that "this is not a toy!" message, while jesters and elves hop around amusing the hell out of you... Talk about mixed messages It only gets crazier from here, so a sturdy seatbelt is a must, welcome to the Nexus

Congrats Diamond Tongue...sounds like a truly transformative experience. Your excellent writing skills helped to capture a bit of the essence of hyperspace for me and seem like another nudge along my own lead up to a DMT experience. In my real-world (haha) work, I am trying to help others (and myself) to experience the connection to others that helps us to pause before acting selfishly. It is so nice that this seems in alignment with what DMT is teaching us. Thanks for sharing your experience!

Very nice experience friend, look forward to hearing more!