Hello DMT-Nexus. Honestly, I didn't think I was going to come back here after making a mistake posting something I shouldn't have, but alas, something is calling me.

I can't say I broke through, because my experience lasted a short 5 min, and about 10 min until I was baseline, but I feel I need to describe what I felt, somehow.

As I inhaled the spice, I could slowly feel reality shifting, as if the fabric I'd had been covered with was removed from me. It was gradual, not instantaneous as many of you describe. I have no idea how much spice I loaded into the bowl, but it had to be at least a 100-150mg chunk. After the 3rd toke, the feeling was too much to bare. I set down the pipe and closed my eyes. As soon as I closed my eyes, it felt like I was in a type of womb, sheltered from my side of reality. Around me were entities. Although I couldn't see their faces, they had an incredibly feminine energy, and they simply danced in silence around me. As they danced, I was overcome by such Love, such joy. I understand what Terence was referring to now that 'luv is like a glue, it is something tangible in this space'. Their Love washed over me in waves, and they continued to dance. They didn't have to say anything, simply dance and move, and contort their bodies for them to project this all-encompassing Love towards me.

This was the end of it though. As soon as I opened my eyes, it felt like someone hit a switch in my mind, and I was back. I wasn't completely disconnected with reality the entire time, since I could hear outside voices, but I tried my best to just let the spice take me. I'm not really sure how to interpret what I saw and felt. Afterwards I was very glad to be alive. Not because of fear or because I was back to our reality, but I was just ecstatic to 'be'. I kept asking myself in my head, 'what is our purpose in these flesh and blood bodies' and 'why are we here'? I hope these questions become clearer with more experience with DMT, but how can I say for sure?

I'd like to mention that I attempted The Machine, but it did not work for me. The spice did combine with the steel wool, but I just couldn't get it to vaporize. I was heating it for a very long time, the entire neck of the bottle was black, but the vapors were minute. Any tips would be greatly appreciated.