
Hello all. First off by checking my post number you can see I am brand new here.
I just posted a intro essay yesterday (Titled--Greetings to all) if anyone wants to know more,
but I have a quick question I hope. My question is regarding the breakthrough.
I've attempted vaping 25mgs of spice on three separate occasions now. Each time using the GVG.
My problem seems to be technique and coughing out a portion of the hit.
1st attempt--- cough while holding 1st hit in and after my 3rd hit zippo, nothing nada
2nd attempt--- cough again but much less and kept some vape in. Something was building in my
head but soon dissipated after coughing and not being able to get more vape in.
I did get very very minor CEV's for a few minutes.
3rd attempt--- had the wife help and watch the GVG as it filled with vapor. I was trying to
really gauge how fast it was vaping and breathing in as slow as possible (what
I've read over and over here is about breathing in real slow w/ the GVG)
I did cough but definitely got more in. I then did begin to trip slightly
(altered perception--couch patterns warping and breathing). After a few
minutes all felt pretty normal, but I got a little frustrated and quickly
loaded up another 25mgs. Vaped again, coughed again but this time it was
different!!!! Here is what happened which is followed by a question (my main
reason for posting):
On last exhale, vision warped severely and with eyes closed I felt no longer in
my living room. Not really anywhere though. Began to see mandalas but all
visions seemed just out of view. There,but hard to see, almost distant and
slightly blurry. I did sense an eyeball just out of view above and too my
left. i did feel like I saw it also, but it was more of strong feeling that it
was there. Kind of like it was trying to see me better but just out of view.
When I did not think things came closer. Whenever I cognitively
realized what i was seeing the images would pull back. I instantly thought
this was important and to just clear my mind to see better visions, but it was
hard not to think about them. Eventually it all just seemed to slip further and
further away til all was back to normal.
Now the question for those still reading... For those in the know, how close to a breakthrough was I on that last attempt?? I am sure many of you guys have had many more experiences than I with DMT with and without having a breakthrough. Obviously, every bodies experiences are individual and different but I am hoping that some guidance will point out that I was close based on others past experiences. Just do not get how others get one dose in one hit with GVG?? I seem to be ok at first while inhaling vapor, but every time there was a sudden surge of more vapor than I could handle all at once. Keep in mind each dose was exactly 25mg which I am guessing is on the low end.
Any advice or ideas is much appreciated. Otherwise thank you for taking the time to read all this for 1 small questions.
Thanks
Corduroy
All Stories, thoughts, questions and ideas posted by Corduroy are fictional for the sole purpose of pursuing my goal of becoming a successful science fiction author.