<3 changa...

as much as I have bitched about how I prefer oral DMT lately, I love changa
Couldn't imagine life without my torch light

In a way, changa, and DMT vapors in general are a great way to confront my ego. With changa it all happens so fast that often my mind or ego feels scrambled..I get anxious before hand..I am an anxious person by nature..with inhaled DMT vapor and changa I feel my ego at times hates it..all the ugly parts show through to the surface as it fights from being rapidly disintegrated..sometimes changa can be so fast that that part of my ego wins I am finding and it causes me to turn away in horror. But peering into that mirror is a good thing..an illuminating thing.

With oral DMT I have the time to sit and watch my ego try to fight it, but the higher self has time on it's side and ego always looses that battle. I would not want to go on without either of them I dont think..changa is my flashlight I can switch on and off with the flick of a switch and ayahuasca is like a long day in the sun where I can stare into that mirror for hours and put the demons not dealt with when I smoke to rest.

I guess what I am saying is that in the path of inhaled dimethyltryptamine, ones ability to open the heart at will and let go is something to strive for. With oral the medicine will do that for you anyway most often..but smoking is like instant teleportation and alot of the sober mindset seems to carry over into the experience at times.

Thank you for these beautiful words, fractal. I could not possibly agree more.

Peace and happy journeys

Definitely frac!
One amazin thing is that it can unlike anything else go directly to the point. Skipping a lot of drama and really just hitting the nail flush with the board.

One thing about changa or vaped dmt in general is that once I get going on it I can't seem to stop. I find that If i'm having a great trip right when it starts to wear off is when I think to myself ' no not yet , I'm just about to get somewhere with this '

Now that I realize the proper way to smoke it witch for me is starting small and working into it I think my chronic changa smoking is only going to get worse...

Maybe I better just make a ton of it so I don't have this problem.

The sacrament is the bomb MOAR MOAR MOAR!

Before I had my GVG and while I was still working on my smoking technique, I felt the same way – a failure to break through or a “sub-standard” breakthrough left me wanting more. There were nights where I kept smoking until my lungs couldn’t take it anymore. There was a craving. Not a craving for more DMT, but a craving for a deep breakthrough experience.

Back then, it was very hit or miss. But when I managed to get a deep breakthrough… A deep breakthrough was satisfaction. A need met. Craving replaced by thanks and gratitude. Completion.

And then there was no need to go back again, sometimes for a week, sometimes longer. I always felt that to go back right away after such a breakthrough was disrespectful – like a child opening the best, biggest, greatest birthday present and then immediately tossing it aside asking “What else did you get me?”

Yeah, that's why smoking high doses too frequently might bring some difficult journeys... I feel like 1-2 times a week is a good amount.

Ive been smoking less and less lately, while at the same time going deeper into oral experiences. I had the most visionary(and difficult) ayahuasca experience of my life abotu 10 days ago that went on for like 6 hours and I just had no desire to smoke for days after that. I sat with others and smoked a few days later but only a bit to be present while they had they're experience. For me both ayahuasca and mushrooms provide such a long and immersive experience that I feel completely blown away and satisfied after and I just walk around in awe of everything. Especially after long nights of deep ayahuasca visions my nervous system feels lit up with radiance for days.

Hi,

I prefer vaped jurema DMT over brews. It is just because I'm more familiar with it. With brews I'm still at 'introducing stage'. I still have plenty to discover with ayahusca. I haven't even tried jurema as admixture. So far I worked with chacruna and chaliponga. Still a way to go with dosage too. I could only guess what impact would properly dosed brew have on my life compared to smoked DMT experiences. I'm looking forward to powerful ego dismantling ayahuasca rides hopefully. Nexus is big help, all yours experiences and knowledge gives me a courage to pursue my desire to explore and face my psyche. To read a profound ayahusca trip report always puts me back on track

Thanks

I raise my ayahuasca shot glass to that tonight. I hope you post your difficult experience.