Dear Nexus,

first, please forgive SWIMs bad english. SWIM is from Europe and does not speak english very well, though her freqent reading in this forum improves it very much. She is interested in psychedelics for many years now, her first expieriences with LSD and mushrooms were in 1987. You see, she is not that young anymore...

After a very, very difficult expierience with high dosed Mushrooms in the early 90s she turned away from this substances for a long time. But the mushroom won´t let her go, it grows on every meadow she walked in the fall, on the footway to her job, even in her garden. So SWIM followed the call and met the mushroom again. This was definately worth it, what a welcome back! She is now at peace with the shroom again and had her best trip ever with them.

This trip gave her relationship to psychedelics a new boost and she came in search for information across this forum.
So SWIM decided that she wants to use DMT at least once in her life. AFOAF managed to get some MHRB and with the help of this forum she was able to extract some beautiful white xtals.

The first expierience was low dosed, she had no proper scale and tried to be careful in the beginning. It was very smooth and colorful, but not a breakthrough. The second approach hit the nail on the head. She is absolutely convinced that this was a breakthrough. She took 3 hits, the last was hard to manage, because she nearly was already "there". Within seconds she was sucked up in a colorful, rapidly moving colorful pattern, entities were popping out of the colours and waving with their "tentacles" friendly at her, iniviting her to come closer. She expierienced some fear, because it was soooo alien to her, but she managed to calm her and finally she literally
d i e d into some realm of golden light, which was her and all the cosmos at the same timeless time, full of unconditional love and freedom. Then she was "beamed" (like in Star-Trek) back to her "reality" and expierienced the most colorful view of her home ever. <3 <3 <3.

SWIM is so very very grateful for this and she knows, she had never been able to feel such bliss without the Nexus and all the precious advice she has gotten from here. She has no words to tell what she feels for all of her brothers and sisters here. All she can say is: thank you, thank you, thank you soooo much!

Love

OOBE