What's up guys!

In the past 2 or 3 years I have acquired the ability to extract nn,DMT through A/B and STB teks.
I have built the wisdom to grow unbelievable hydroponic plants.
I have extracted mescaline, grown Chilean cubensis mushrooms.

But now I have one mission.

That mission is to drink ayahuasca and heal myself.

I am aware of the fact that it is not recreational AT ALL.

It is exactly what I am looking for.

I feel that I am a great person who spreads as much positive energy as I can, but I feel that ayahuasca can show me so much more.

nn,DMT has shown me so much, but it did not stick with me. I forgot it all almost immediately.

I have 454g of Cielo B. Caapi vines and 100g of Chaliponga whole leaves.

I am just not sure how much of the chaliponga to use.

I figure I will make 4 doses, but do not want to overdo it my first time... or do I?

maybe that's what i need...

good luck chimmycham. welcome

Welcome to the Nexus!

I had to laugh at the 'I think im a great person' Would sound even funnier if it was 'I think im a great person, and humble too'

Just j/k hehe, but really, I often think im quite a decent person but soon enough what these substances do is show I still have many flaws to work on and a long path ahead of me, so be ready to see some of your shadow

I think you are in the right path by having such respect for these substances. Though I would suggest some other plan for ayahuasca, your dosages seem way off. Check the FAQ for the link to the dosages thread. i think what you should first take just ayahuasca. Maybe 40-50g, brew it normally with a few boils, put together, reduce and drink. The idea is to first find your caapi-only dosage, where you feel its effects (light-headedness, some sensitivity to light, tracers), but not sooo much that it is very very strong by itself (impossible to focus on anything, dizzy and considerable difficulty walking, etc).

So when you find this "i feel it - but not overwhelmingly so" caapi dosage, then next time add your admixture plant to brew together. Start low, like maybe 3g chaliponga, and see how that goes for you. Then you can add more next times if its not enough, but do start low first times.

Good luck and tell us how it went!

That's exactly what I meant by that. I should have emphasized i THINK i am a great person, but that's what I need ayahuasca for... to show me my flaws and to show me how to treat people the way I would like to be treated... in a sense.

I think maybe I will start with 420g of caapi and 105g of Chali to make 4 moderate? doses of

caapi=105g
chali=15g

Did you not read what I said and the FAQ link? That can be a very strong overdose, do not take that as a moderate dose, you are quite off on what a dosage with these substances is, you might get your ass SERIOUSLY kicked. Please start low. \

Do as you please of course but I really suggest you do what I mentioned above regarding caapi-only brew first, at 40g. And specially with chaliponga, do not take more than 3g for first time!

Good luck!

I've only done caapi only brew and I got quite strong effects with only 25gr. Very close to purging.
Starting with over 100gr. of caapi and adding chaliponga is a recipe for disaster.

Like endlessness said start low. You don't want your psyche to be scarred for life. (or a very long time)

Well good luck and welcome to the Nexus