...These are SWIM's primary reasons for an interest in psychedelics. SWIM has previous experience with mescaline, psilocybin, salvia, LSA and nitrous oxide. SWIM has been fascinated by DMT since hearing about it 5 years ago, and has read and researched about it since that time. However, being so difficult to find, SWIM decided the only option was to do an extraction, which is where the Nexus has been so very helpful!
Philosophically, SWIM would say he tends to lean towards many of the far eastern ideas, especially Taoism. However, SWIM is interested in the concepts, not the dogma, and so does not claim to be in any way religous or to have any actual beliefs. In terms of truth, SWIM tends to come down on the side of science in most practical cases, but also has an understanding that there are questions and aspects of existence which science will never be able to provide answers for. Whether justly, or simply just coincidentally, these happen to be the questions which concern SWIM the most.
SWIM has had some real and valuable insights as a result of psychedelics, and hopes to have many more. SWIM has also had a few frightening experiences, but is determined to accept these as things which can also teach us a lot and be valuable in their own right. SWIM is hoping to gain a lot from DMT when he is finally ready and able to go through with it, but is also under no illusions that the experience will necessarily provide him with what he is looking for, or expects. Indeed, from all the reading on the subject, SWIM is aware that DMT is most likely to provide things which could never be expected, but in a paradoxical way, SWIM is expecting and accepts this.
Anyway, that's enough about SWIM. Hope it wasn't too long, boring or pretentious!
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