I am Dopesick Datura this is my ego of transcendent religion that I have formed through a schizo-analysis of hyperspace and nature's paradoxical continuum continues to ravage my purpose with euphoric and dysphoric war. So I remain, enlightened to the oppositional law that governs all in the midst of transcendent balance. I come here seeking other minds who've been opened to the hyperspacial paradox of truth where words and language are only semiotic games of infinite possibilities of expression.

I was 15 when I had a dream to shatter my image of myself and reality. At that time I have only done weed a couple times and it was a week after I had gotten extremely drunk. The night of the dream everything was normal... in the beginning of the dream my ego was immediately dissolved, absolutely disintegrated. I now know the truly infinite and infinitesimal scope of depth that is transcendent of definition as I have experienced pure comprehension of all dimensional expression in a window of hyperspace that came naturally to me in a dream. I can only explain this vision of all and nothing at once as every color in the spectrum of color swirling at lightspeed. The universe acknowledging me as the universe that I am. Immediately after this journey of zero-thought and logos euphoria of color... I was in my room and there was a light/aura that emanated off of everything. The air was light and at the end of my bed there was an entity of an even brighter light. He was 10 feet tall and 5 feet wide, an oval of PURE light and EUPHORIA. He was the egg of my awakening. I could look into the center of his being as a portal for my feelings to be comforted with all the nostalgic beauty they could bare. The only words that became of him were his name. "Anecdotal Myers" were the sole two words that I took back from the dream. He destroyed my existence and allowed me to construct my own mountain with peak euphoria and peak dysphoria in a bipolar state of enlightenment and egoic spirituality much like the images one feels on DMT.

I am in the process of writing down my experiences ever since this dream because they are much too deep to describe them all here as you can imagine what ELSE I've come to revel in with this everlasting comprehension of paradox and existence. I have experienced one other state with as much comprehension as that dream state and this other experience was after a night of sleep deprivation and in the morning I was full on superman with a hypergamma brainwave state allowing extensive contemplation. I research religiously my experiences, science, brainwave states, history, entheogens, physics, modern tech news, singularity theory, yoga, health, shamanism... etc. I have a deep knowledge of all types of phenomena, name it and I can portray intensely my feelings and experiences on the subject. I am in no means proud or arrogant of these experiences. If anything, I am but a feather that fell off of the phoenix of the singularity that missed the earth, floating weightlessly through the abyss with an endless nostalgia for feeling.

I wish to release my infinite understanding of Ætheric knowledge unto all that wish to discuss it. I am enlightened to the point of a fully integrated status of rational, reasonable, technical, spiritual and metaphysical war.

Well! Release away, if others on the Nexus find it interesting you will certainly get some interesting discussion.



WOW! This is an interesting way to describe ones enlightenment. Reaching that level of enlightenment must have taken years and allot of hard work.

Do you care to share a bit about how you came up with the name Dopesick Datura?

Thanks for posting.

IH

Hi Dopesick Datura,

Welcome to the Nexus. Interesting introduction - thank you so much for sharing.

I am skeptical of enlightenment claims as are many I know. Seems to us the deeper we go the less we understand but the more we embrace the pure mystery and love of it all.

May I ask your current age? Apparently 15 was a real breakthrough/singularity year for you. How much time has passed since then?

Am I correct in remembering you saying you had not yet actually tried DMT?

Again, welcome to the Nexus!

Ice House, my name came to me because of my 2 favorite drugs... Datura and Heroin, both of these being substances of intense power and alluring which require a disciplined respect towards both to fully appreciate the lessons they have to teach. In my state of schizoid-mystic thinking I feel a deep connection to Datura in it's ability to blot out all light in one's existence so as to pull them into the darkest side of suffering to the point of death. With the path I take through all states even if the state I am in is anxiety, I strive to feel better, we always are trying to feel good, or better or be content and all of these are euphoric if we are able to truly live in the now and experience something to the fullest that we made all that effort to get to. This part of me acquired the large connection towards heroin and it's ability to increase my favorite form of feel goodness - opiated body and mind. My name is just a symbol though, it can be interpreted in any way your mind feels it needs to interpret it. Not to leave out DMT, DMT is still number 1 for euphoria and light body and mind but it's the novelty of the name. It does not matter.

Pandora, I am 18 now, 2 years and 4 and a half months have passed since this dream. Although ever since then I've been into shamanism and immediately from delving into this world through the practice of shamanism I acquired a sense of time that would trump most methods of thinking and forms of thought. I think in a way that acknowledges the nature of true time where all time and things exist at the same time. When I get feelings I let them come on strong so as to get a good feel for my body and my mind, these feelings can be very complex and chaotic(but comprehensible in a chaos theory sense) in terms of my intellectual interpretation of them. Nostalgic feelings and dreams I relate to feeling or perceiving past events connected to me in some way in the way that everything is connected. I could even be nostalgic for a future event of feeling that has stretched it's influence back to me in some way. All of this is possible it's just a matter of chaotic comprehension. I could go on endlessly from wherever we start off as everything is more connected then you know. You've got to feel it. That is enlightenment, feeling.

As for my dmt experience, I've only done mimosahuasca twice and both doses were of equal intensity and both extremely different in content. These were had within the past year and a half. I have salvia many times over the course of a year and a half. The salvia I believe was heavy with the nostalgic teachings. The aya heavy even only with 2 doses on it's impact on the brighter more heavenly side of my learnings. Heavenly in exactly the same euphoric egoic light that my dream let pour into me.

Really, authentically fascinating. May I ask: Are you a current heroin user?

No, I've only ever snorted it once last year around august and in the past month since it was my birthday I felt like indulging in something so I turned to the greatest indulgence I could think of.

Must... control... urge... for sarcasm...

Must... control... urge... for sarcasm...

That's crazy, you seem like a very intriguing individual! I just spent the last few hours researching Datura, and it has filled me with fascination towards the substance. It seems so different, it being a deliriant, which I have no real experience with. It seems like something I may want to try one day, yet I am still a little concerned about the dosage, and the possibility of going to the ER from it's poisonous effects. How much experience do you actually have with Datura?

Oh, and welcome to the Nexus!

Be nice! This is cool! Rare!

I've never delved into the delirious world of Datura. I've only ever smoked it and that get's me into a weird enough state that I haven't considered going any further with it except for it's non-psychedelic properties. By all means, if you feel like making fun, go ahead, I really don't care.

whats up everyone. i tried datura once when i trusted someone and hadnt read anything about it (learned my damn lesson). i was at a festival and the datura was in the form of a paste. i just smeared it on my tongue. i have NO IDEA what dosage i took besides that it was WAY TOO MUCH. it made me debilitatingly dehydrated, like extremely hard to talk, breathing was hard, felt like i was choking almost. i had to pee every 5 minutes. i thought all these little pebbles on the ground were pills. they didnt seem like they looked like pills they WERE pills. i was like what the fuck??? who dropped all these pills and my bf is like uhh those are rocks, and im like no im looking at it and it is pills, so i collected them in a cellophane and looked at them a couple days later and they were definitely rocks (of course). i also (the next day after ingesting) talked to a laundry basket that was talking to me, except it (in my mind) was a girl in the backseat of our car. i have no idea what we talked about but i remember my bf giving me crazy ass looks saying who the fuck are you talking to???????? and i remember being like her in the backseat. man he thought i went straight crazy. neither of us knew what datura does. it makes these things so real. i guess if you knew what it was going to do to you and took a SMALL amount it might be alright, definitely have a sitter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! who knows what delusions you will have, it makes you see things and believe things that are just...crazy. such a weird fucking substance. i am glad i had the experience. lol

I will try to resist the urge to mock. Okay, so I guess I won't, really... but I'll keep it short and sweet:

1) Your name is Dopesick Datura, and yet you have all of one whopping experience with heroin and exactly none with datura. These are two extremely dangerous, not to be fucked with kinds of drugs - and yet, you are here promoting their use as if you actually knew something about them. a) There isn't shit about being dope sick that's even remotely cool, I assure you - and b) Your recommendations (which aren't even based on your own experience) have already inspired at least one other person to investigate the use of datura. What all here should know is that the active deliriant dose for this drug is just shy of lethal toxicity, and the potency of its seeds and flowers can vary quite dramatically. One of the main functions of this site is to aid in harm reduction, so... let it be said that the DMT Nexus does not endorse or recommend the use of any deliriants.

2) If you refer to yourself as "the sage of synchronicity" and make claims to an "infinite understanding of aetheric knowledge", you should really expect to be made fun of. If (at 18, for god's sake...) you claim to be either "enlightened to the point of a fully integrated status of rational, reasonable, technical, spiritual and metaphysical war", or "but a feather that fell off of the phoenix of the singularity that missed the earth, floating weightlessly through the abyss with an endless nostalgia for feeling", you should probably prepare for a wedgie - because you've really got it coming.

Don't try datura. Just don't.
Deliriant means exactly that: deliriant.

The DMT-Nexus discourages datura dosages beyond initial potentiating (we are talking here about 3 datura seeds and a maximum of 10 datura seeds per day to be safe). The lethal dosage of datura is very close to the dosage you need to get a delerium.

Jail time, OD's, Hospital visits and DEATH are not uncommon with DATURA use!

Be careful people, the track record of datura is a bad one and this is not something to take lightly!


Kind regards,

The Traveler

One of the first threads I enter.. Far out. I want to laugh, just to relieve the tension, but the atmosphere is sort akin to a funeral.

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I just want to clear the air, I didn't mean to sink any negative vibes into this place, I just found the post by Uncle Knucles to be really.. sobering, would probably be the best way to describe it. It really helped me take a step back, and opened my eyes a little more. I said the word funeral, but I wasn't implying negativity, and I kind of regret making the post now, as I really do love this forum, I mean, lol, where else can I put my piece in a conversation like this?

Now, for the sake of.. oh, I don't really know what, I want to add. So.. I'll make a new post in the hopes that a few of you will come back and perhaps we can enjoy a metaconversation.
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*Cynic on my shoulder raises a single eyebrow and utters dryly; 'Can anyone say 'overintelectualize?'*

No no, the funaral is just what we try to prevent here.


Kind regards,

The Traveler

Way to take the high road Traveler (seriously). I appreciate when those with power try to enact harm reduction in a manner that is not only relevant but also non-alienating to youth. Cheers!

Uncle Knucles - Look closer at my words, was I really advocating the usage of these drugs or was I merely explaining my personal experiences and interpretations of them? I realize with the themes I choose and the intensity of my imagination it can be overwhelming for people in a nonsensical way and I welcome all ridicule, all of the above and all of the below I also welcome.

I took an aya journey last night with a friend... this was the peak of my life revelations and I can tell you I have died. Of the endless amount of learning that took place last night, and I do mean endless, I can safely say that all we have is faith. Be thankful for faith and hope and always stay true to your pure feelings.

faith is overrated

"What is Rhetoric?" Socrates asked.

Welcome to the nexus, my sense of Schadenfreude is overwhelming at this moment, but I will keep it at bay for now.