Hello all together...
...so a short essay about me and what got me here.
I am a male in my late twentys living in central europe (in one of the major G8 states ... not france, uk or italy ^^)
I would consider myself an artist, with a brief interesst in nearly everything about nature, science and life itself.
in started to experiment with psychodelics quit a while ago (psilocibin, mdma, lsd and salvia)i never took them regulary nor did i took them in high frequency (exept for mdma, where i had a hard time and took alot and than had a hard time to not take it anymore...)
2 Years ago i went on a journey, a spirtual journy to find the true me, away from society, its demands and doctrines. I´ve decided to go to australia, to get as far as posible away from my old habits, and i stayed there for 1 year.
during that time i came across dmt for the first time and it was a funny coincidence how it all came to happen.
i went to a frinds house to score some weed and some lsd from his housemate, i never had been to his house, and i never met his housemate before. it was in the outer suburbs of perth and it took me about 30min to get there by train. i got an iphone a couple of days earlyer and was i trying the internet fuctions and apps in every spare minute. so did i with the wikipedia app on that day on the train to my frinds house.
i stumbled over the wiki article about dmt, not knowing jet that just 30 min later i would try it and truly would start my journey. i read the wiki article with great interesst, also the follow up links about 5meo-dmt and bufotonin, it got me right from the start.
as i arrived at my finds house where a little half naked black man opend the door and asked me in, he was speaking with an very smooth but strong jamaican accent and told me that it was him who i was looking for.
we went to his room where some more people where sitting on a matraz that layed on the floor. everything was a bit doggy and filthy, but that didnt botherd me at all. he told me that they are having a dmt session and than he asked if i took psycedelics before. i told him about my experiences, he than asked if i want to try some dmt. i would never have said yes, if i would not have read the article right before.the info i read before made me so curious about dmt, i had to try it.
i took a very small dose because i was about to work a couple hours later, but it was enugh to get me way more interessted.
a week later i went to see him again, and i tryed do buy some dmt from him, he refused to sell me any, i could buy acid or weed but he wont sell me dmt. i tryed to negotiate a price but he still said no. after me bagging him for a while he said ok, but he wont sell it to me, he gave it to me for free. i could not realy understand it at that time, now 1,5 years later i know why he behaved this way (regarding the elves ^^) unfortunatly i never got the full expierence out of it because i smoked everything he gave me in a joint that was just crapy rolled and the amount was less than 30mg.
back at home i kept learning about dmt and its effects, i read dr. strassmans book and severel other reports about it. i looked up ways to gain your own dmt.as the lack of knowlege was overcome i started to look for the stuff i would need to extract it from a plant and the plant itself. now nearly a year had past and last week i have finaly got everything i need. so i sat down and extracted dmt, first i used the lazyman tek with a good result than i tryed the acid-base tek with a much better result.
now i sitting here with a little more than 1g of dmt on my desk ... happy ... after all. i am going to get the full experience right after i´ve finished this message .... and i am exited ^^
i´ll hopefully write about my trip in the first steps in hyperspace section later^^.
so far...
all the love to you
PS sry about all the typos ^^
there was this moment when SWIM realised that evrything untill this point was just some kind of kindergarde, being in the "Nexus" was the full on thing. nothing like that before nothing like that ever after again. SWIM was so interuged by the experience that all the other compounds the played a major rule in SWIMS life where nothing but distrection from the real deal. these other compounds became more or less meaningless. DMT was what was left pure white cristaline dimethyl tryptamine, the answer and the question in one. tough it raised more questions than it gave answers ... it seems like SWIM does just have to ask the right questions...