Howdy

Bit about myself, lived a normal very materialistic life up until about a year ago (I'm 27) when
I had a massive spiritual awakening, which has set me on a new course in my life and existence.

I had been a heavy heavy drinker at the time, and experienced what psychologists would refer to as effective schizophrenia,
although I have and always have had a different preception of what doctors call illness. Anyways I'm quite opinionated, in
matters such as that. I found this site in my information search about ayahuasca and have tried it for my first time yesterday,
it was a great beginning of what I deem will be a long term relationship. At first I wasnt going to post anything on here, but it
seems like a good community and I can only imagine good resulting from my interactions here.

Well thats all I'm going to say for now ..


I bid you Good Day

Hi rob123,

Welcome to the Nexus.

I am curious if ayahuasca or psychedelics had anything to do with your spiritual awakening about a year ago?

Regardless, it's all good. Again, welcome.

Thatnk you for the welcome

Ironically no, it was a sudden shift in perception a sense of all knowing starting from Conspiracy Theories to aliens to nature to death and being. A incredible love for nature as well I seen spirits for the first time and wasnt the least bit scared or even shaken, as if I knew they were welcome. I liken it to cosmic consciousness by Richard Bucke which I happen to read after it happened. Its a feeling that is no longer as intense and exciting as it was but still inside me. Somewhat of a transition to Fourth Density as stated in another book called Bashar Blueprint for Change which I believe should be required reading for everyone in school.