dose:
300mg of "THH" [now known to be mostly harmine]
9 Hawaiian HBWR seeds
1 hit of strong, pure blotter acid.
1st Nightokay so I visited an old friend that I hadn't seen in almost 2 years. let's call him B. I had brought along the "THH", seeds, and acid but did not actually plan on taking it with B. I had also brought 100g Red vine, 100g White vine, 100g chacruna THIS was what I had planned to do with B. anyway, I was only able to stay for 2 nights and 1 day, so I figured we would talk and catch-up, etc on the first night, spend the following day brewing and preparing our brew, and drink it on the 2nd night. Sounds like a good plan right?
well The first night was a disaster. I had not smoked weed in weeks, and had ZERO tolerance, while B is a very heavy daily smoker. We talked for maybe a good 10 minutes, just small talk. then he rolls up 2 fat blunts [eww] of some slightly-early picked sativa. very potent. we smoked the first one and I was already too high for comfort. suddenly he sparks up the second one and we smoke, etc. I was not just baked, I was BAR-B-Qed!!! so then I ask for a cigarette [again ZERO tolerance] and inhale deeply and slowly, holding in my hits like its weed. As I got down to the end of the cigarette I started to Trip, like maybe 45mg of spice for camparison. But it was more of a delerium really. I puked, then dry-heaved.
Anyway, being this high absolutely KILLED my conversation skills and I ended up saying a lot of off-color and/or rude things to B.

this night was a disaster. I was fucked up and acting like a drunken bafoon.
Next day:So the next morning, I get up and somehow ended up telling B about the other 'goodies' I had brought, besides the vine+leaf. B, seeing an opportunity to consume more drugs faster, convinces me that we should take this stuff now. [which is why I brought the vine+leaf in the first place btw] I eventually agreed and downed 300mg of FV "THH", B took 250mg. We then each downed 9 HBWR seeds that were picked fresh and frozen, and held the acid under the tongue. (the seeds were believed to have LSH in them due to a previous experience with the same seeds.
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Not even 5 minutes later, I was puking furiously. It was rough, really rough. I was puking/heaving repeatedly over the next 2 hours. As I had my face in a cup, B took over driving and I felt a wave of heavy sedation begin to creep over me, presumably from the harmine. Carbon based lifeforms was blaring (or so it seemed) and I could feel every beat, every thump, every sound vibrating throughout my entire body. It was as If my body was a string on an intrument being played by CBL!
after about ~5 minutes after the first puke, the visuals began. It was SO unexpected and I went from feeling kinda heavy to a full-on breakthrough that topped many of my spice journeys in intensity.

I was soo gone and B had no idea [he didnt puke and said he still felt sober]. I became a triangular plate that was constantly changing color and I would move around a circle to the pattern of CBL. I was obliterated into a vast space that I belive is the void. The experience itself was not so LSD-like, or like anything I had ever experienced. It was mostly like a high dose of DMT, but with the sharpness and fluidity of LSD. The seeds should have been left out as I now think they are best eaten by themselves -and fresh.
The breakthrough lasted only like an hour, and after that I could feel the acid only. This was wierd because I was coming down as B was just coming up, even though we took the same stuff. I should be clear about one thing: This experience was NOT enjoyable. I now realize that I was trying to force an experience and as a result it kicked my ass. The fact that me and B were together on the same stuff, but not tripping at the same time really screwed up any kind communication between us and actually drove us further apart

. This all happened in the morning and we did spend a good portion of the day beating the vine with a hammer and brewing it. However, we ran out of time and ended up not sufficiently extracting the vine, and didnt even start on the leaf.
Night 2So me and B spent the night sober, and for the first time we were actually able to have a decent conversation about deep topics and connect with each other. It was a good night, and I left first thing the next morning. B is one of my best friends and It hurts me to see him doing so much drugs without any regard to his own personal health. So I left the rest of the aya materials with him so that he can still experience its healing power. I still don't know if he has done it yet or not; our contact is sporadic at best.
All post are made by SWIM. I am not SWIM.