Hi, I'm 19 years old student from Czech Republic with fascination about psychedelics, exploring ones consciousness and human science. Although I was always attracted by natural science too I'm simply not very at them. It seems to me that I can easily work with complex and uncertain relationships in human science (I'm aspiring student of social pathology) but I have problem working with often very strict connexions in natural science like chemistry.
My experience with psychoactive substances began probably with salvia. It was probably the first time that I truly realized how subjective are consciousness really is and I was fascinated. Second big milestone for me was LSD. It's hard to tell how wonderful and also very disappointing it was at the same time. I was expecting profound experience but only it just messed my head for a while - in a beautiful way but still nothing like what I heard about or what I was expecting. Many people report being part of one big consciousness but to me it was just depersonalization (severe one sure) which I unfortunately knew before that even without psychedelics.
Now as I'm waiting for my DMT extract to finish I decided that it is a good time to join the community. I'm looking forward to meeting new people, learning new things, contributing as much as I can and having a great time while doing this.
I've decided to join DMT-Nexus because people here seem to be very open-minded in every way. There is one thing that always bothered me about communities like this and people involve in psychedelics, natural medicine, etc - and it is their fanaticism. I have no problem with people believing what they want but I can't stand when somebody is showing his opinions based mainly on hallucinogenic experience in someone else throat like there could be no other explanation.
Well I hope I didn't get too serious
I'm really looking forward to getting to know you all and having a great time together.