Hello Nexus!
I have visited periodically in the past, wafting through the layers of abstraction that weave together common minds. But in times past I had not been sure of my intentions, an uncertainty which has now passed. And thus my arrival! I am hoping to become a valuable contributor to the collective experience; however, I feel it important to express truths of my own so that my presence carries greater purpose.
I have a relatively small amount of experience in the use of psychedelics and other spiritual tools -- small doses of psilocybin, cannabis, and Zaleplon once or twice, and dextromethorphan -- the latter of which caused a great deal of hardship and physical damage to my body (I do not recommend it to those who have not tried it -- it is a fickle, dangerous compound).
Beyond the chemically induced experiences, I have had periods of enlightenment following extended meditation. The ineffable beauty and bliss of these awakenings pushed me inexorably down a path of great (albeit illusory) struggle, disappointment, and at times a taste of that which I seek. The proverbial paradox of finding that home I never left has become the paramount purpose of my life, for all other experiences in duality pale to the bliss at the paragon of consciousness, beyond time and material.
I have been on-and-off the "bandwagon", so to speak, but am growing weary of this endless oscillation of duality between nearing awakening and becoming distracted or fearful of letting go. So I have decided I need a jumpstart -- a shock to the system -- to get the wheels turning once more. Psilocybin and related tools can provide beautiful experiences, but I believe DMT to be the core tool in bringing one to that figurative threshold and the key to unlocking the door.
And so here I am, embarking once again on my timeless journey, looking for a bit of perspective and experience beyond that which I too often assume to be my limit.
In peace,
Wanderer
Wandering back to the home I never left.
All posts made by this member (Wanderer) should be read and interpreted solely as fictional accounts of fantasy, and in no way represent or depict real events or the life of any living or deceased persons.