hi there... i've been on here before...my old sig doesn't work.. so made a new one...
disappeared into love for awhile...learned a lot..slacked off on a lot of work and what not...lol.. so back into development of self
had a recent trip where i had a divine intervention telling me that the one i presumed to be my one is not right for me, the being was pleading with me, pretty heavy stuff...kinda crazy...i don't even dare to search for the mate of my soul now...i'm lost to how love can be so beautiful and amazing but be messy and dreadful at the same time...
anyways,, this acquaintance is going to prepare a brew soon for possibly this weekend... this person is thinking either pachanoi or aya... most likely aya,, really feeling it..
will do a pure water extraction.. first time swim brewed with water there was no vomit or anything to do with nausea, it was an easy pass through the system, every other way included the later.. so will try again with water.. only draw back is it'll take a really long time but that's ok, gives more time to spend with the brew and speaking intentions.. one day will do a freebase extraction of both caapi and aya and take in capsules..i guess this would be called pharmahuasca
will do 4 separate 6hr extractions.. combine all and reduce.. 2 drinks one for at first the other for the "follow-up" ... 65-75g caapi - 20g mimosa per drink.. cant decide if to do more than 20g.. but thinking the 20g will be enough.. haven't had caapi in some time.. looking forward to it.. had been experimenting with rue.. wowzers that stuff is relentless and brutal but amazing non-the-less...
actually super excited for aya... have learned so much over the last 6-8 mths...kinda expect to have more light shed on all of it and prolly pick up where left off of last trip,, traveled the corridors of my brain and was kinda cleaning house, didn't get to finish tho... ..anyways just kinda rambling.. dont know what else to say... see ya out there
everything posted by godling is false information.. just imagination at work
I am learning not to search for eve anymore but to just 'be' with her for she is already the other half of my soul and one day we'll organically meet as we reach across the cosmos to one another..now comes the light of love
shine as bright as the flame in the pupil of my eye