Hello fellow travellers,
I've wrote a report before about my '
beyond breakthrough' experience today I want to tell you about my mission.
I have experience with psychedelics since 1993. I have never overdone it and always gave an experience time to integrate into my system. My last great leap was a three day ayahuasca ceremony with a shaman. Ayahuasca changed me in a positive way. It dealt with unresolved pain and gave me insight in who I really am. I'm in peace and want to give other people what ayahuasca gave me.
My good friend 'Dave' (not his real name) is struggling with addiction since he was 14. He was a guy who would say psychedelics will fry your brain, makes you delirious (Nixon talk) etc.. Last year his wife left him (with his gambling, alcohol, cocaine addiction), took his daughter (1,5 years old) and filed for a Restraining Order + divorce. After a few months he wanted to commit suicide. Nobody knew he was planning his own death but he called me and thanked me for being his only good friend for 24 years. I knew this wasn't right, jumped in my car and drove 2,5 hours to pick him up. I'm glad I did.
After a good conversation with my wife and Dave we've decided to help him with a new start. He took few of his belongings left his old town and so called 'friends' and we took him in our home in our attic. The first thing I did was take him on vacation with my wife and little girl (almost 2 years now). I rented a boat in Southern Europe and we all relaxed for two weeks sailing the Mediterranean.
I had a plan with Dave and prepared him. We talked a lot about psychedelics and their beneficial effects. I let him read a few of my books and after two months he wanted to do some psilocybin with me. We did 3,5 gram dried shrooms (each). He didn't like it at first but after saying some comforting words to him he gave in and enjoyed the ride. A month later we did 4 gram (each) and he liked it a lot and started crying because he felt that someone or something gave him consolation.
Two months later I had my ayahuasca experience and Dave found himself a place to live in my town. When I came back I told him about my experience and since then he is determined to do ayahuasca himself. A week later he asked me if we could do a higher dose of psilocybin. I agreed. My top dose was 4,5 gram dried and I decided to do 5(each) with him. This was a different experience for me. Dave started purging and he enjoyed it. He started crying and laughing. He was telling me all the shit came out, that he was regaining control of his actions and life. I, on the other hand, had my first (Eyes Open) '3d living soap bubbles' forming in front of me with all kind of information rotating inside the bubbles. I connected with the universal Internet coming to the conclusion that there are no questions only answers. Next I got the question if I wanted the knowledge of my ancestors, if I wanted to become a healer (My mother is black). I accepted. Maybe I was delirious, I think I wasn't, but my goal in life since that experience is to help other people. That's a good thing, right?
Dave was my first test case. The guy feels reborn, determined to do it right from now on.
For me, it gave me something special. I have a feeling souls in need will find me. I will help them if I can. I'll keep logs for science and future generations to come. I feel that I can do this aside of my day job and be a good father as well. (my wife thinks so...... and most of the time she's right
)
Thank you for reading.
Warm regards.
PS: My native tongue isn't English but I did my best to get the words and grammar right
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