My exposure to this field began roughly eight months ago when a friend confided in me, sharing the most profound experience of her life and piquing my interest in these experiences.
She was no stranger to occasional, recreational use of various substances when she was offered the chance to try DMT. She felt in good hands, accompanied by a well seasoned partner, someone she had known for decades, and comfortable with what she had read on the topic - if not excited by it. Her first few low-dose trips were interesting, not too dissimilar to other entheogens she had tried, yet she could tell there was something more there, something just beyond her grasp that she couldn't quite describe. Then she had her first "real" experience, the one that really caught my attention, her first "breakthrough" as she called it.
I remember sitting there captivated by her description of traveling to what she saw as an alternate reality, or a different point in the universe, or a different dimension altogether. Not really knowing what it was, she distinctly felt in a deep, visceral sense that her consciousness was literally, and I mean literally, present in some foreign place - one that was not part of what we know to be real. I was not listening to an entertaining recreational experience. I was hearing the account of what she believed, with every ounce of conviction, to have been a paranormal event. It was almost as exhilarating to hear as it was for her to recount.
The details beyond that are very personal to her so I will not go into those. Suffice to say the experience was quite moving and caused her to reevaluate a lot of what she knew about our physical reality, and spirituality.
Well, one cannot hear something like this without feeling intrigued. So, I started reading up on the subject, one amazing experience after another, becoming more interested with each account, but also strangely skeptical in that I just couldn't seem to wrap my head around what was described. I'm at the point where reading about this no longer satisfies my curiosity. I need to see this for myself to understand.
So, here I am, this is the path that led me to the Nexus, and I'm glad to be here. I'm grateful to those who have shared their experience and knowledge, and I hope to contribute something similarly. One bonus that I hadn't expected on this journey are the TEKs used to isolate our alkaloids. I'm no chemist, but I love technical challenges and learning new technical skills. Two extractions have been completed thus far (one San Pedro, one MHRB), and each had the perfect combination of education, frustration, and satisfaction.
So, in closing I'd just like to say Hello everyone, nice to meet you all.
Everything contained within this post is pure fiction, written from a character's perspective within the author's mind as he dreams aloud... come what may