From a young age I've always been very interested in enthogens. I heard stories about crazy trips and wanted my own. I started experimenting with shrooms somewhere around 16. I was never really had a strong experience; not really from lack of trying more from lack of availability. In my early 20s I started to take it more seriously. I still never had a real breakthrough. I really still haven't. I haven't ever had anything more then an altered head space, slight closed eye visuals, and slight wavy visual gravitational distortions until recently during the last few years with spice, aya, and mixing shrooms and mdma. I've experimented with every thing I can get my hands on: lsd,mdma,dmt,salvia,cacti,2cb,foxy, and K. I might be missing a few. years ago I discovered dmt and aya. Having no access to spice, I looked into extracting it. The chemicals involved freaked me out so. I tried brewing aya. It was a failure twice. I gave up, and kept trudging along with what ever I could find. I finally found my spice. While it wasn't the magic carpet ride I was hoping for it was the strongest experience I've had. I had a lot of trouble getting enough in with light bulbs n such.( I just got my gvg so I don't think that will be a problem any more
). Last august I went to Costa Rica for a aya retreat. It was an incredible healing experience. I worked through a lot of my baggage. I turned a new page, became filled with love, and gained direction. I still haven't broken into hyperspace though. I've learned a lot about aya,and others recently; mostly from this site (thanks every one!). Here I am, 26 and trudging along.
Reality is for people who can't handle drugs