Hi, I'm Psytherion I'll try and keep this short because I could go into a lot of detail on what I've been going through. This thanksgiving I had an awakening I guess you could say. I've been making a lot of lifestyle changes and actually sticking to them, life has been great since then. I surprisingly haven't ever had any psychedelics only Cannabis. I'm actually trying to abstain from using it for awhile because I am attempting to use Astral Projection and am trying to prove to myself that it can be done without "help". I am doing this for Scientific, Philosophical and spiritual reason's. I would like to try some psychedelics as soon as I can get my hands on some. And I currently have a growing interest in the mind and the subconscious and the effect's of psychedelics having read "Doors of Perception" and started "DMT The Spirit Molecule". I should prolly mention that I have reached the point to where I can feel this vibrating sensation throughout my entire body but haven't been able to pass this point. Plus I have been experiencing this for like a week now on three different occasions I don't know if I'm thinking to much or what lol, but I feel as though there is a vice around my head. And I think I'll stop myself here before I start going on and on about everything lol.

hello fellow new yorker

Welcome to the nexus. Feel free to spill all your odd beans here- weirdness abounds around these parts

Thanks for the welcome, looks like you guys have a pretty wise and understanding community here. It's surprising compared to other's I have looked at although I was usually just an observer til recently. I was always a little shy but now I feel as though I can accomplish anything. Oh I had a question maybe you find it a little strange me asking this but what opinions do you have on death? Because in my opinion it's part of the natural order of thing's everything goes through this inevitable end. And in a way I think it should just be accepted.I guess for me it's not death that scares me but leaving friend's and family behind. Just curious if anyone think's the same way or if I'm just nuts lol.