Greetings fellow psychenauts, mystics, alchymists and wyzards - analysts & elves, faeries & physicists, scientists & sylphs!

'blue lunar night' is my name, and the Dream is my game...

i have lurked in the shadows for some months, and after my partial membership had thwarted for the dozenth time an inclination to contribute, i finally resolved to offer this brief sketch in hope of attaining unfettered posting privileges...

i have had the supreme good fortune of engaging with a variety of psychedelic and entheogenic allies.
the synthetikal realms, despite certain shortcomings, have conferred great blessings; thus far through its agents 4-ho-mipt; 4-aco-mipt; 5-meo-mipt; 4-aco-dmt; 4-ho-met; AMT; 2C-P; 2C-E; 2C-I; 2C-B; 2C-T-2; 2C-T-21; DOB; DOM; MDMA; & LSD...

i am also distinctly drawn to the darkness of dissociative domains - thus far ketamine & DXM. however, being cognizant of the trapdoors & slippery allure inherent to these abyssal nightside mindscapes, i engage these atomic daemons rarely. nonetheless they have profoundly reformatted my psychic structures and i am indebted to their obsidian gnosis bestowed. additionally, i am of the few and proud freaks who prefer the stark frozen Setian catacombs of Sinister Dexter over the warm amniotic goo of the siren ketamine...

yet the plants are my first and truest love. thus far the defining 'trip' of my life was granted via the grace of God'sflesh - of south-african transkeii strain, homegrown. it was a timeless cosmic orgasm, of meta-intense ferocity and tenderness, in which my soul brother & i unified in light body
and were received
back into
Source.

now, after a ~3 year curiosity-impelled foray through various crystalline prisms of analogic consciousness, i am devoting more energy & intent to mama aya and the medicine path. this focus is rendered deliciously urgent by an afflicted immune system: specifically severe psoriasis, potentially incapacitating and suicide-inducing in the absence of the immuno-modulatory injection$$$ i use to manage it - tho this will not be an option within the next year or so, being a treatment both unaffordable and untenable for the life i desire...

i am enamored of the sciences, and research passionately, but my own cerebral capabilities heavily favor the visual arts, literature, philosophy, mysticism, and magick. hooray hooray i'm also gay - or genderqueer, pandrogynous, etc etc

i am a doodler by trade and humbly offer this link as evidence: www.syddartha.deviantart.com


well it's taken an hour merely to manifest this text so i'll leave it there and see how far it gets me.
i'll gladly elaborate or embellish if necessary

thanks for reading!
blessed be
om shanti
<3

DUDE AWESOME GALLERY!!!

I love it. I am new here so a welcome from me is irrelevant but great post and you are way more than a doodler. Are you in any galleries or shown?

Amazing stuff you need some prints or screens. Take that show on the road you have a true gift.

Yeah very nice first post (nice writting skills bro ) and amazing gallery!!

Welcome to the Nexus! Will be good having you onboard

So in all that soup-letter of consciousness agents you've been describing, there was no mention of our beloved molecule
(appart from mama aya being in your path) So, you're familiar wih vaporized DMT too? What about extractions, whats your experience with that?

See you around!

Wow. Your artwork is TRULY amazing. Much love

love your doodles, bro any of them salvia inspired?

that is quite a list of rc's under the belt, and i noticed the first one you listed was 4-ho-mipt. any reason for this? i only ask because it seems very few here have tried it. i have on one occasion, and was fascinated with its intricate unfolding shimmering crystalline hallucinations(cev's).
welcome to the nexus
i hope you can find healing here.

nope, i'm obscure & unknown maybe that will change...



i've vaporized DMT about a dozen times, and never fully broke thru, tho of course it was still healing.
at this point i'd prefer a changa blend over pure crystal dmt.
i have performed a few mimosa A/B extractions w/ freeze precip., all went very smoothly with no issues & i look forward to expanding my extractive capabilities here at the nexus



perhaps, tho not directly - i have not yet been graced by her presence... i am fascinated with salvia, & completely vibe with everything i've read about her - i think we will get along very well indeed.
however it is illegal in the backwards midwestern state in which i reside, & thus complicated to acquire...



miprocin was the first "research chemical" i ever tried and it is still my favorite. i consider it a 'holographic hotline to the Higher Self' - extremely high signal-to-noise ratio - a lightning bolt of revelation


:gratitude: to all for your warm welcomes & compliments on my art! i'm rather critical of my work, & tend to forget that other people can actually derive pleasure from it!

<3

oooohh lala---next time i'll take 2

Goddamn. I dig those doodles. You're a talented motherfucker.

Nice intro too. You are quite an interesting character, no doubt.

Consider yourself promoted. Go forth and post.

Cheers and welcome wordsmith and chromashapesmith. Look forward to reading and experiencing you at the NEXT US. Enjoy and enjoin and above all engine.

JBArk

i feel like you are right where you belong. great art work my friend. i look forward to hearing more from you.