Welcome to the Nexus!!
You have indeed come to the right place to 'develop' your interest and Im sure you will find all you need here.
You say youve been using LSD and mushrooms with increasing frequency; this will put you in a good position to move forward to these new realms.But as with all good things, moderation is the key!
Once again, welcome and have a good look at the Wiki- its all in there
I am paranoid of my brain. It thinks all the time, even when I'm asleep. My thoughts assail me. Murderous lechers they are. Thought is the assassin of thought. Like a man stabbing himself with one hand while the other hand tries to stop the blade. Like an explosion that destroys the detonator. I am paranoid of my brain. It makes me unsettled and ill at ease. Makes me chase my tail, freezes my eyes and shuts me down. Watches me. Eats my head. It destroys me.