Hello.
I am extremely happy to have found this site. The amount of information is invaluable to me and I am so grateful for everything that is shared here!
Let me start by saying DMT is great (duh), it can be scary, beautiful, enlightening, funny (especially smoking after a little buzz from some alcohol), sad, confusing, or pretty much any emotion you can think of.. All at once!
I have always dreamed of smoking the spice ever since I first learned about it, but back then I was only 15, and it's probably a damn good thing I never got my hands on any till I was about 8 years older. I prepared for it with a lot of mushrooms and really crappy acid back in highschool. Now thank god I only get good clean acid!! Oh how I love good acid, it's just so damn enjoyable and it makes every concert just that much better.
So I first tried it about a year and a half ago when a good friend surprised me with a vial of some yellow crystals. I had no idea what I was in for. I tried a baby dose first which made my head feel like it was gonna explode and then a really nice body high came on and I got some minor visuals about a couple steps before a full breakthrough. I wasn't ready for a big boy dose yet.
A couple days later it was time.. hehe. I smoked it with some weed and broke through. Before it set in really hard I got up to go outside and when I got there everything turned red (too bright) and I was in a huge room with many corridors, isles, walkways whatever I don't know. I could see from first and third perspectives simultaneously. A tall strange creature shuffled out from one of the isles and it was strange because he was actually a card person, like from Alice and Wonderland. A king, and he looked at me dissaprovingly only to quickly shuffle back into his space. other than that main detail I don't remember much. I couldn't talk or really I just didn't want to.
About a year afterwords I was blessed with a couple grams from the same friend and I broke through a few more times and brought many friends there with me. Good ol' times!! The first breakthrough I got from that batch was really weird, I was on my couch and most of the surroundings kinda stayed the same but in front of me appeared a human, his back towards me and he was making something, he started spinning some cards (again wtf is with the cards give me something new here!!) towards me and I was circled with a bunch of spinning and revolving cards. when I started coming back a friend walked by and holy shit talk about tracers I saw about 50 of him across the walkway. The paintings on the wall came back and it reminded me of a good acid trip, everything from the painting turned into little dancing creatures (there was music in the background)
Then all the subsequent breakthroughs were not as memorable because I must have just broken through that much harder and maybe the previous times weren't actually breakthroughs themselves. These next trips were just insane, just blasting off into other dimensions where nothing made sense to me, sometimes I heard voices and I thought there was a party all of a sudden, and other times I just can't explain what the hell happened. One time when I was drunk the breakthrough was so fucking pleasurable I have to recommend it to anyone who hasn't tried it yet. Just an overwhelmingly good feeling of happiness and laughter and pure senselessness.
Ok I am probably rambling a bit and this may be hard and annoying to read, my apologies. I am so happy to have found this site, I now know how to make my own spice!!!!! I ordered some MHRB and I have some 100% food grade lye that I ordered with a prepaid visa and sent to a safe house, and I am so freakin excited to make my own batch.
Anyways thanks if you read all my ramblings!! Good to have met some fellow travellers!! Happy travelling!!!!!!