Hi there, SWIM wanted to thank you all for this space as it can be quite hard sometime to find some infos or sharing on these topics.
So he supposes he should introduce himself then; let say he is Curiouskid and after a period of destructive behavior he kind of woke up and saw that he could do things to heal and maintain his body and on a bigger scale having a smaller impact on our mother Earth.
It all started with diet and Yoga then after diverse travellings he came across Mamasita Ayahuasca who reintroduced him to mind-altering substances. He had taken "drugs" for some time in the "party" way and of course with abuses most of the time till he decided to stop hurting this body and promessed to never touch those again... This time of cleanse was probably to be introduced to Mamasita as he learned a new way of use with the goals of deprogramming the mind and trying to understand more of this ununderstandable world we live in...
His experience with the Brew (he'll probably post a report on that later on) was so gentle and mind blowing, like an epiphanie, a break from his restless mind, a piece of jewell shown to him!
But a such short experience against more than two decades of conditionning is quite weak and the everyday life takes over the magic and the mind pretends all was just a dream, everything is under control!
He had two unsuccessful experiences with some spice, he supposes because of the stress he didn't inhale and hold properly and so felt weird with high beating heart and floral patterns vision(he could do with some advices on that, he used a oil pipe...thanks).
SWIM discovered Terence McKenna a while ago and being interested in the wild side of life generally he found a lot of sense when he says that Nature is not mute but speaks through psychoactive plants.
He doesn't think anything happens for no reasons, some people are feeling the urge of changing their way of living to escape and go on the top of the mountains, some take substances to forget everything, some are after a guru in search of enlightenment... The psychedelic experience invited SWIM for a ride and he's gonna embrace this path that is as frightening as inviting.
Thank you again others to welcome him in this mine of informations and warm advices.
None of this is really happening, SWIM's mind is so sick and bored than it has to invent all sorts of "abracadabrantesques" stories...