Perhaps not a "shit" attitude, but ill-considered...
Preparation, in extraction as well as in one's heart and mind is the key to reward when dealing with spice...
Find another, safe and secure place besides SWIY's parents'. Please do not endanger SWIY or the community of folks who use spice. Consider: what if this plant could
literally
be an ally in life? How would SWIY then proceed?
With respect,
L
"The first principle is that you must not fool yourself, and you are the easiest person to fool." Richard P. Feynman