been around a long while lurking here and there, much useful information here at the nexus. much different style and attitude. thanks everyone for sharing.

done some time learning and doing, finally got stumped to the point and could not find the specific answer. reason i've finally joined. little apprehensive if you know what i mean.

but anyways still got a lot to learn, maybe I may add a bit as well.

drop of a hat

hey dude, what's up? i think your avatar pic is cool! : )

thnaks, it is a mayan jade carving that i had pulled of of the net. Very interested in mayan mythos, art, xibalba and such.

is your avatar self made? pencil?

yeah. its crayon.

cool, nothing like from the hand of the man (or woman)

Hey man, welcome to the Nexus, pitty you only joined to get specific answers.

Hope to see more you around the forum.

ha ha ha, just a little concerned, not much of a problem.

specific answers maybe the wrong terminology, more like specific guidance I guess.

i've been lurking for quite awhile, but i'm sure I'll be around. Thanks.

Im sure there'll be more.

The more answers you get, the more knowlege you gain, the more questions you can ask!

most definately, the more i fall into it the wilder the questions seem to be

Welcome home Drop! I'm sure you'll find the answers that you're looking for during your stay here

Exactly! The more you make sense of things, the wilder they become. But oh... don't we just love digging ourselves deeper and deeper? Isn't it great fun

I'm not sure I would describe it as fun but it could be described as such, although enjoyable to say the least. last time I went in i came upon a wall or net, very interesting, first time to have this type of realization, anyone have a similar experience?

it was as much of a feeling as it was a visual stimulation, I had a silicon mirror image on the computer that i had done a long time ago and was coming down from a blast off that was intense, I was listening to some music. The image was an off white/papyrus brown sort of color, but now it was bright white with pulses behind it, it felt and appeared somwhat like a sheet with something running under it (the pulsing) or outside of it. But the connections in the image held strong, as if holding back or holding in. Like a net or cage or wall? felt very real at the time. In between the centers of each nexus(?) point of connection were small dots as eyes (I have had many "eye" visuals in the past, these eyes were no different, but the realization and the image came together in a very coherent way)