Hello, fellow travelers, seekers and free spirits.
After spending some time on the Nexus in the form of and invisible observer, after a summer full of light and after finally trying my hands at the alchemical process that is dmt extraction, I decided to take virutal form in this plane and become part of the Nexus.
First of all, let me tell you that the knowledge, creativity, respect and curiosity of your members is inspiring.
Curiosity is what first brought SWIM to the psychedelic world. About 4 years ago SWIM (who was then sixteen years old) took his first step into the Abyss and started experimenting with Salvia. SWIM wasn't very used to the altered states of mind then (probably smoked pot once or twice before smoking Salvia), and his first Salvia breaktrough morphed him into something that would start the evolution toward "someone who IS me".
The evolution hasn't ended (is there an end?), but I can safely say that I am more me than I ever was before in this life. Wandering, wondering, seeking, creating, being. This is what I do and what I want to do.
I first tried DMT a while ago. Probably too soon. An unstable teenager should probably keep away from breaking through too many times in the same week (should probably simpy keep away from breaking through). But it is how it happened, how it made me a bit of an outcast for a while, how I came back to social close-to-normal activity, how I am now seeking for balance and experience.
I also had lots of experiences with many other psychoactive (too many, with some substances I try now to keep away from me). Entheogens are obviously my favorites. I've had some very deep experiences with LSD (touching the Void for a moment/eternity) and very interesting experiences with Psilo and DMT. What I'm trying to figure right now is how to make it all fit together. What part of the process is the Silence, God, Creation and in what way the faëries (and all their multi-morphic friends) are related to those 3.
I know these are all questions probably best unnanswered (is there an answer? can it be put into words?).
Maybe the Mystery is absolute, and should be. Still, studying the Mystery is a very enjoyable activity.
This life being an amazing time for creativity, I also like to explore human creations (music, visual arts, literature, cinema) and enjoy creating (liquid dancing, playing didgeridoo, drawing, painting).
I'll leave you (for now) with a piece of mind/mine/me.
Love you all.
May the Universe enjoy itself.
"The joy of life consists in the exercise of one's energies, continual growth, constant change, the enjoyment of every new experience. To stop means simply to die. The eternal mistake of mankind is to set up an attainable ideal." - Aleister Crowley
Dark Matter is merely a byproduct of the Mind's imagination. Everything written on this board in his name is pure fiction. He is nothing more than an Illusion. Nothing is true. Everything is permitted.