yah... I know, I know... I'm getting there.
obliguhl wrote:"I've wished for more open people, coming up to me, wanting to talk" a friend says after a couple of days at a hippie festival.
I so know this feeling, and also that it's inherently flawed. Not just because of the signals you could be sending, but also the openness we just miss because we're so bent on thinking how closed and shut off everyone is. And more importantly, if we want contact, we need to go and get it ourselves. It's in our hands right?
Well, it is, if we weren't neurotic, self-conscious or downright terrified... at least I am.
Most of the times.
Right now maybe not so much. Something's changed for the time being, but sooner or later I will fall back into these patterns of fear-induced shrinkage.
Pharma, again, you are right. I am not open to what other people have to give; not nearly enough in any case. A lot of times I don't care. I don't want to hear the other people talk. I feel like I already know what they're going to say. Patterns I fall into. Out of fear of losing my link to the divine. I push myself away from any form of normal
anything. And then I complain that no one gets what I say... it's not like they could.
Except then I come here, or I have these chance meetings, and it's like - YOU.ARE.LIKE.ME. like no matter how strange I think I've gotten, there are people out there that share this bewilderment and awe in a way that I can relate to that it's almost uncanny. I wonder if it's just that I don't notice them when they're right in front of me, 90% of the time.
That is the hard part, isn't it - to recognize the divine in everyone, and to address only that, and not the other parts. Beautiful people indeed.
J.W. Goethe said somewhere
Goethe wrote:"Behandle die Menschen so, als wären sie, was sie sein sollten,
und du hilfst ihnen zu werden, was sie sein können."
-- Treat people as though they were that which they should be, and you will help them become what they could be.
This goes for yourself too, doesn't it?
But what do I know...
Buon viso a cattivo gioco!
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