In the first stage of a mushroom trip i find myself staring at surfaces. There will be pattern-like-visuals as if they are hoovering or 'wavering' above/in the surface, perhaps you know what i mean. These visuals are especially profound on rough surfaces like a carpet or irregular wall. But when i look at my skin i will see them to.
When i dont really try to study these visuals, then they appear are yellowish, greenish, blueish, sometimes purple like. When i do (try to) study them they appear white or sort of transparant. Cant really put my finger on it (that much is clear ; )
At first, without paying to much attention to these visuals, they appear to be hoovering above/in the surface, like an extra layer. But when i study more carefully these visuals are not an extra layer. I seems as if they are the same effect as the tracers i see when moving around something glowing (tip of a joint) in darkness. Or the long tail of a fly, like its dancing with itself and drawing figues. My memory seems to not 'correct' the moving picture. Instead of seeing one picture/spot, i will see two or more. So when i look at a spot on the carpet, and then look at a spot next to it... then the memory (visual) of the first spot tends to overlap/blend with the next spot. This makes for the 'wavering' i guess. And then my brain starts to see patterns, no doubt about that. Symbols, figures, fractals, all possible, and always somewhat resembling ancient art. And these visuals are very susceptible for suggestion, i can see fractals, or i can see symbols.. I can evoke the shape shifting from one sort of pattern to another sort. And when i look at my hand i will see them as veins. There is only one common denominator: they are always mathemetical in some way. Im literally seeing 'math' happening and being shaped by my suggestions. Im thinking these pattern-like-visuals are the results of the way my brains are wired.
a priori. Like a math-bias. In this way, it seems as if my brain is seeing time (two spots - two moments) as a spacial dimension : ) The two moments are connected in 3D.
Anyways, although common and not loaded with any significance in particular, these visuals still fascinate me again and again.
And i can certainly imagine some may call them vibrating grids of energy.
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