I understand what you mean about re-realising the experience when you do it again,
like, you'd somehow forgotten that THIS is what its like, and you remember, but then
the feeling fades.
its magical.
It sounds like your having a pretty intense trip tbh, swim get aliens and messages but dont
feel like he's been abused/left for breath, swim just feels touched, magical.
TBH swim finds that the round bottom 'crackpipe' style pipe, which was apparently made
by a local glassblower and head, doesnt work as well as an open top one, atleast,
swim thinks so anyway - so swim is going to buy a nice new long stem pipe with a felt lined
box to put it in. asap.
Swim says its probably because the round bottom / sealed style while proteting the DMT,
takes a while to heat up and prevents you really vaporizing all of it in a single blast (i.e
long tokes to get what you need)
shoe
ॐ भूर्भुव: स्व: तत्सवितुर्वरेण्यं । भर्गो देवस्य धीमहि, धीयो यो न: प्रचोदयात्
Love, Gratittude, Compassion, Fearlessness!