The Researcher,
Welcome to the Nexus. I hope you find the data you seek here.
I consume DMT and pharmahuasca (an aya analogue) for a number of reasons but mainly because these materials have quite literally become a spiritual sacrament for/to me.
My DMT initiation story is one of large timescales and stalwart will. I first heard about DMT in my 20's and KNEW I had to try it. Soon after that my husband began working for famous DMT psychonauts Gracie and Zarkov and I read their Notes from the Underground.
For a long time I was an active Deadhead (Grateful Dead fan) on tour in the Western USA. I also lived in hippie co-ops and hung out with trippy people. Everywhere I went I attempted to source DMT. I always asked, never forgot. No one ever had it. Not everyone had heard of it. Those who had tried it had smoked it in a crude changa preparation, applied to a bed of parsley or mint. They got strong psychedelic effects but none ever mentioned the breakthrough experiences of Terence McKenna rants.
A couple decades passed. But I never forgot.
After an extended psychedelic use break, I returned to tripping in my mid-40's, finding it to be a good answer to what can only be described as a mid life crisis. I discovered perfectly legal salvia divinorum and had my first immersive trip/visionary experience. I LOVED it.
I got ahold of every issue of The Entheogen Review and read every letter, every footnote. Near the end of the run of the publication there was more of a focus on DMT and suddenly an article written by someone called Noman appeared called "DMT for the Masses." It was a DMT TEK.
I was on my way and with a "recipe" name that I REALLY liked a LOT. It took more than one attempt (due to getting improper solvent the first time) but I wound with an extraction that was bright white and smelled lightly floral. I was on my way.
Later issues of The Entheogen Review had an article on so-called Jungle Spice and there were a number of quotes on DMT effects that had footnotes. I read all of those footnotes and they lead me to The DMT Nexus.
I LOVE DMT even though it somewhat regularly humbles me and gives me a rough ride. DMT is like a religious teacher who knows what he's talking about. DMT is like a teacher that is as generous as I am willing to take in. DMT is like a rough lover but in the end I had a GREAT time. It helps to like it a little rough and really resonate with the weird.
Initially I just burned the crap out of DMT smoking it on beds of weed or herbs, using poor techniques with crack pipes, burning it in a small bong etc. But then I finally got my hands on a Glass Vapor Genie and that was a game changer. It allowed me to begin properly vaping DMT. I began to realize DMT vapor has no flavor/taste and changa vapor tastes amazing.
My environment did not change after tripping the first time as I was already a trippy person.
The long term consequences are AMAZING and myriad. At a bare minimum: I have cured a deep seated phobia for LIFE (at least 14 years later it is still looking good). I have MUCH less fear or concern over death. I feel I am dealing with insane adrenaline laden, you must make correct decisions in a split second or lives are at stake, crises much better than before in my life. My recent test was a Fentanyl OD on the street. And I completely self-transformed myself in terms of career, outlook and attitude with this most amazing of catalysts.
I hope this helps and again welcome you.
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