Hey Nexus Fam,
I hope this message finds you all in good vibes and high spirits!
I'm stoked to be joining this incredible community and share a bit about my journey so far.
So, picture this: a rural area, two narcissistic parents, and an adventurous soul in search of something more. That's the backdrop of my story. No, it's not a Netflix drama, but it's been quite the psychedelic adventure.
About 18 years ago, I stumbled upon the magical world of psychedelics, courtesy of the internet and gaming(Fallout,Mushrooms growing on Brahmin shit). Starting with mushrooms, I took a plunge into LSD, and 8 years ago, I even became a bit of an alchemist, extracting my own DMT. Fun fact: I studied chemistry for four years, but life threw some curveballs, and I had to hit pause. My intention was to synthesize something that is kind of mushroom/acid like, but with a shorter tripping time.
My organic chemistry professor always said: "No chemist will ever be a great as mother nature"
So true!
Dealing with personal struggles and battling depression led me to these mind-expanding substances. Psychedelics became my allies, helping me break free from the chains of narcissistic patterns and offering a hand when life got a bit too heavy.
Now, after a hiatus, I'm back at it, diving back into the world of experimentation. This time, I've set my sights on growing a little something right here in Middle Europe โ my own psychedelic garden, if you will. I'm on a quest to create my own "kykeon" and continue this journey of self-discovery.
I'm looking forward to connecting with all of you amazing souls, sharing experiences, and maybe picking up a few tips on cultivating my own psychonaut garden.
Much love and good vibes,
Ayu