I feel like I’ve tried to follow through with my calling from within.
Something sighted
which ignited
in a way that makes me excited
to stand up and hoot and holler
about something taller.
A wall or the caller.
Ciao for chowder.
I believe in design.
I believe in design within nature
every bit as much as I believe in design within mankind.
Too blessed with less, too damned with time.
More to ignore as a mess to find.
I confess I too am blind.
I try to read the news of a new kind
from a half ruined mind.
I’m glad to do it and find a straight line.
Don’t hate on my dime.
I do what I can to ignite and shine
and make greatness of my prime.
Don’t hate this cause of crimes.
Wanting truth to be interesting is why I rhyme.
I try to get by and climb
my only sign.
I’m lonely behind.
A mess up with ketchup while I dine.
I cry all the time.
The owl is eyeing my eye and
I try all the time.
I’m widening what unwinds.
I’m something else as some find.
Easier to become blind
for the sum of the time.
I’m not coming to mime.
I can only mimic my own gimmick in my own slime,
and do my own crimes.
To throw me a bone that I find
makes me owe you my time.
But I know you won’t be mine.
I go to show you my spine
but it don’t design my mind.
I found myself trying to say so
till I have reason and rhyme.
I’m even believing in the policing of my kind.
I’m just needing to be easing onto my grind.
My childishness enshrined.
For a while this will be mine.
When I’m done sharing it’s yours.
Not done caring when it pours.
Still on the floor when it soars.
I live in my skin and I’m sure about my pores.
If I were pure it wouldn’t be boring to snore.
Always I call saying I’d adore some more,
try to get through a door and
flourish in the core.
For sure it’s something ordinary stored,
and struck a chord.
Ordinarily unsure about becoming a cure.
Sucks when it’s cucked and it’s some luck when it’s restored.
Again within which what says it’s a bitch
to get snitched on when you reach for more.
Can’t reach to each or teach them ‘bout the lord.
I only scored when thinking it important
to report to the warden about the ward
with words from the sword.
The birds are flying toward
everything rewarding
to explore and climb aboard.
But I’m not finding more
of anything but what becomes less.
I’m someone who’s blessed,
but breaks down into mess.
But that’s what getting older is I guess.
I’m sober in a nest.
I grow towards being less.
It’s evenly dressed
and seems to be guessed about.
Put to rest the rest of the doubt
what I’m only confessing about.
I express what I’m guessing about.
Tried a high nest in a drought.
The Dr. ought to put me in a house
where I don’t speak like a mouse
and give lousiness to what I amount.
Unwound and payed the bounty on myself,
no matter which county or which shelf.
Only put my dick in if the wicked witch does melt.
Become one with the sun that some felt.
I’m helped.
I try to help you get help.
And if you don’t need help,
that’s what I want you to have in yourself
with your own belt.
All pants have been dealt.
A chance to make heaven, a chance to go to hell,
and it’s only a bell.
Rings for every fellow in the cell
like jello within gel.
Hello, getting well.
Sorry for the yelling.
Sorry for the yellowing of your smell.
About the fellow in the cellar,
and the teller who never tells
because he fell.
How does a country spell where I dwell?
I’d love to leave my shell
but I believe I can sell
if I’m loving heaven and liking hell
as the unlikable L.
I might just go swell
if it goes well.
It’s going swell and growing in a compelling way.
As if there’s no knowing what I’ll think and no telling what I’ll say.
I felt a lot some days
and become okay in some ways,
It can’t be every day that I make waves,
or think my ink can be what saves
or be that brave
or be what paves the way
and saves days that may need to be saved.
I can’t control how people behave
while it all lives in me in a cave.
I can’t give everyone the sum they crave
or do them a favor from the grave
while being a slave.
I guess it’s freeing what I gave
while still being just a page.
Needing higher wages
and needing a new cage.
Don’t want to be seeding what fades
or needing to put keys into parades.
I believe in equal pay
the even way, okay?
If you’re leaving me out while telling me to just obey,
I have to try another way
as my Mother would say
if she didn’t have to pay.
I’m giving you a lot to weigh.
Some things I’ve got to say.
I wanna be the economy of pay.
It needs feng shui.
To the sum it’s fun to pay.
And once again I’m too dumb to the day.
Google another way.
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