Preparation of the trip:- Set: good, relaxed day at work, did some stuff for me, had a good day overall and I was quite happy and confident going into the evening
- Setting: comfortable bed, two candles, magnificent mandala tapestry in front of the bed, no other light source
- Harmala: took 150mg harmala extracted with Sakka tek sublingual. After 2-3 minutes I noticed that I messed up the dosage (I was supposed to take 30mg sublingual, 150mg is for oral) and quickly swallowed everything
- After me messing up, I chatted on the Nexus chat asking for advice, I waited 30min to see how I felt
- After 30min, I felt relaxed and really good, therefore I decided to move forward
I spent about 15-20min meditating, calming myself
- Spice: 40mg freebase on a ceramic disk in a GVG
DMT vaping:- About 45min after taking the harmalas, at about 20h30, I sat on my bed and vaporized the spice with a torch lighter
- Pulled slowly until vapor built up, keeping the flame farther from the GVG than
last time (therefore I did not cough but the effects were quite slow to come)
- I had the time to take at least 4 tokes, keeping each one in for 10-15sec
- OEVs kicked in, the DMT ringing too, I put the pipe and lighter aside and lied down. After the trip, I torched the ceramic disk and quite some vapor went out, therefore I think I did not vaporize the full 40mg but rather about 20-30mg
DMT world part:- At this point, I closed my eyes, I don’t remember if I still had my body, but it was not as intense as that one time where I felt all emotions at once and just dissolved into the universe after vaping pure DMT with no harmalas
- I was in this DMT space with super sharp colored geometric shapes moving and changing
- The colors were different than a DMT trip with no harmalas. It was like colored shapes on a black background as opposed to a pure DMT trip where I see colored shapes on a white background (same thing happened to my visuals when I did
shrooms + harmalas → darker color palette for visuals)
- Entities quickly showed up and it was going all over the place, carnival-like. It was just craziness, so many things happening I don’t remember them
- After a time (10min? 20min?? No idea), they just packed everything up and left
- During this part, I was given a clear choice of looking behind the surface of the carnival, like tearing down the facade to see what is deeper, what pulls the strings of all this
- Every single time, I was able to fight off my urge to just have fun and I peeked behind the veil, seeing a cosmic geometric structure like a symmetric galaxy full of colors far far away
- Sometimes, I would see a light above and try to reach it just to be refused at the last second and I could hear some inhabitants making fun of me, but it was way nicer than
last time.
- It could almost feel like encouragements
After the DMT world:- After the carnival packed up and left, I had a brief visual of me getting out of a washing machine but I was taller than
last time and it was very quick, not so important as
last time- I entered completely different visuals and very often I would sense that I had a body but it was not MY body or it was a bit displaced compared to my real body
- No looping this time (maybe it comes from the tea??)
- At some point, I met an entity that I recognized from my
harmala + shroom trip and that I identified as the “harmala” entity (the playful lady from my
harmala + shroom trip). It was way more calm here and nearly warmly welcoming
- A lot of love and warmth in this part, it was really overwhelming and I loved every second of it. I could feel it in my belly. Got several orgasmic chills going up from the bottom of my body up to my head
- Got several important personal insights
- At some point, it compared shrooms and DMT saying: “look. A shroom trip is a discussion with the shroom. A DMT trip is different. Everything comes from within YOUR mind.”
- I felt like this was telling me that there was no hyperspace travel or extra-dimensional communication and everything was just made up by my mind. I doubted it very strongly but it would not tell me otherwise. I would answer “you’re telling me this because I’m not ready to hear otherwise” but it would not change its story. The visual showed fragments of DMT world all under a huge metallic dome that I felt was my skull
- On the other hand, the harmala entity was distinctly independent, just like the shroom in my shroom trips
What comes down must go up (again) :- Around 21h15, I came down enough that I could open my eyes. I think I could stay there for another 30min at least
- My movements were still sketchy, I had tracer vision (I could see lines behind the movement of my arms or objects)
- A few minutes before opening my eyes, I could hear entities telling me “hey! It could be really fun if you loaded another 40mg man! Come on let’s have some more fun!”
- I woke up thinking it was a real nice idea
- I loaded 40mg and get back in my bed
- At about 21h30 I vaporized it and took the first two tokes
- Then I got impatient and I think I burned the rest of it cause the 3rd toke was so harsh I had to cough like a crazy
- Same thing for 4th toke. I certainly messed up the flame distance, since I was still very shaky
- After the trip, I torched the disk and lots of vapor escaped. I think I only vaped about 20mg on this one (yeah I know… wasteful!)
Second flight:- I started in the DMT world
- Actually, the second flight was exactly the same as the first one with only one difference: the visuals contained small wiggling worms all over them (they were actually placed in a nice way so that overall the geometric shapes were good looking). I think the black worms come from the burned spice as it already happened to me last time I burned some
- Overall, same trip, I loved it… it started with the carnival, I was able to peek beyond the veil of the carnival with the same result as the first flight until they packed up and left. Then I was back in the shroomy part of the trip
- Lots of love, warmth, more personal insights, no mentions of differences between shrooms and dmt
- I was able to live an old trip peak again but only once
- I don’t remember the rest clearly but I think it was just a darker repeat of the first flight, just like when I took
tea + fbAftermath:- I went down at 23h, stood up just to lie down again in another room and trip (lying on my belly as opposed to the rest of the trip that I did lying on the back) for another 30min
- I could not tell what day it was, before lying back down, I read some messages on my phone, could not make anything out of them
- The 30min were focused on fun, an entity was discussing with me but I don’t remember what that was about. It was not too serious though and more like pleasure oriented
- I woke up then, I was still dizzy for the rest of the evening. I put some food in and went to bed
- I slept great, my head was completely clear the day after and I had a great day too (as opposed to the trip with the tea)
Seeing as I again wasted spice, I’ll do my next trips with 20mg trying to perfect my technique and take everything in before thinking of loading more.
Overall, a great experience. I highly recommend it, especially if you’re able to take all 40mg in
.
Any thoughts?