PRE-CONDITIONS(mind)Set: it's been a little while and I've been working a lot lately, so a little more scared than usual
(physical condition) Set: in the morning, right after my first meditation of the day, on an EMPTY stomach (ahaha, kind of the reason of my post)
Setting (location): my (living)room
time of day: 11 in the morning, daylight, grey sky.
recent drug use: weed, daily
last meal: the night before: goat cheese and tomatoes on brown bread : )
PARTICIPANTGender: m
body weight: 73
known sensitivities:
history of use: I'd say novice
BIOASSAYSubstance(s): freebase dmt
Dose(s): 22mg
Method of administration: electronically vaporized (crafty)
EFFECTSAdministration time: Not sure I understand this one, but I took one hit and when I tried to take another one, it felt like there wasn't anything left to take, I was instantly "taken"
Duration: 20 mins
First effects: light geometrical shapes (open eyes), feeling of being somewhere (which is weird, as we're always somewhere – so far, one of my favorite feelings of DMT)
Peak: it took 30 secondes to reach and lasted about 10 mins I'd say
Come down: I don't know what to answer here
Baseline: same here. It was different than the previous ones.
Intensity (overall): 3
Evaluation / notes: Not experienced enough to give a grade I think.
OPTIONALPleasantness: 2
Implesantness: 2
Visual Intensity: 2
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AFTER-EFFECTSHangover: 2, tiredness, 5-10 minutes
Afterglow: 1,5, happy to get back to it
REPORTSo, I was wondering if you guys experienced things differently when taken on an empty stomach. Generally, I'm enjoying every second of it. For the first time, it was... I don't want to say unpleasant, but I could feel myself thinking something like "it's not over yet?"
The colors changed from what I'm used to (generally only red and yellow, this time a lot of green). Some new shapes appeared (like a shape that was actually static). The traditional ringing in the ears. I could feel "entities" leaning over me, and I think they said "next time, next time". But it's like I don't know if they said that or if I was thinking that. I did take it this morning to "get back at it", I wasn't expecting nor looking to BT actually. I'm still "dying to BT", but I don't want to put too much pressure on my trips, so I thought I was gonna take a decent dose just to feel the spice again.
The thing is, I felt "weak", and when I came down, I was really tired, like extremely tired. It took my a little while to get back on my feet.
Although I think it's the first time I can take the whole dose in one hit (it's another spice, maybe it vapes better?), it was also the first time (only talking about sub-BT, I know, it's not very detailed) where I could almost "think". The last three times, I was a "pure observer" of the geometric spirals, and this time, I was observing AND thinking (a bit, not much ahaha).
Anyway, now, I wanna do it again (but not today, Idk why, I feel like I should wait next week).
also : do you guys ever feel like you're leaning? When I opened my eyes, my head was straight, but during the trip, it felt like it was leaning.
thank you again all : )
"How Small A Thought It Takes To Fill A Whole Life"
Wittgenstein