After doing my first 2 trips this weekend, and doing more than 15 hours of dmt related reading and videos and research. Im convinced ive BARELY scratched the surface. I dont even think ive grasped yet the true nature of what is possible with this substance. No matter how much research i do, no matter how many videos i watch or how many people i talk to.... i keep learning more and more.
Im so blessed and excited i was giving the opportunity to experience this and i cant wait to experience and learn more.
And you know what the crazy thing is? The more i learn about it the more i feel the love it contains.
DMT is crazy, its funny, its intense, but im slowly starting to feel a personal connection with it. Something intimate. Like a first date. We talk, we learn about each other and maybe ill get a kiss at the door by the end of the night.
After i come back from my trip, im left slightly chilly, shaking a little, walking around my room thinking. Like the first kiss at front door, i wait for you in the freezing cold, making sure you get back in your car and drive off safe. And then i sit there thinking about how amazing the night was, cold and shaking from that kiss. I feel like a schoolboy again.
Im not worried about how quick ill make it to third base with you, or maybe a home run. Tonight im just happy i hit a foul ball. Because that showed me that your down to play!. Ill take it slow and youll show me what to do. I know you will.
Much love to you all.
