I don't know what to think, if I did not know what a break through was I would be so happy! clearly I am getting better.

2nd try was two weeks ago I got a bong with a nail ( not the right one ) ... new guys make sure you get a proper dub banger if you are going to use a bong ... however i heated the thing up and dropped the spice, I had pillows out and fell back. I did not take enough hits but got enough to feel the full effects of a sub break. everything around me became alive, not in the mushroom sense but just that they were alive. when I looked under my bed I saw the black silhouette of a person with big whites eyes and he kept saying ... come. I looked away and he was gone but just near the end he came back and beckoned me with his hand and again he said come. but then it was over.

Tonight I tried again but with the used a different head on the bong, big mistake it melted between the gaps, but I just pulled and pulled, thinking I am not going to waste this. just when I thought it was all for nothing, it hit me hard, AS someone banged on my door, I had to shout i'll be out in a min. I had an intense trip but I wonder how much the banging on the door pulled me out. but what made me happy was again I saw the same figure as before in the corner. He said nothing this time, just sat there watching me.

One other constant that I found interesting is that everything around me starts to vibrate at the same frequency. I can feel it in my body and the sound it makes is crazy.

anyway fun times