I'll try to explain things in the template format.
The time was about 3pm, a nice sunny day, the temperature was about 65F. I was planning this trip, so I had a light breakfast around 9am and also some coffee.
The dose was 200mg of liftmode THH about 1 hr before, 30 minutes before I took 130mg of full-spectrum harmalas, both orally. The DMT dose was about 35mg and was vaped using the GeekVape Emesh modification.
It took 3 hits to get the full dose over about 90 seconds and I was pretty much immediately gone at that point.
I've had multiple sub-breakthrough experiences over the last couple of months, but DMT is my first foray into the psychedelic world, and I chose it because of the experience reports and because of the limited duration.
I have heard that music makes the experience, and I completely agree with that, and on this adventure, I was using the Icaros Ayahuasca playlist from Spotify.
On to the experience.
As soon as I took that third hit and sat back, closed my eyes, I was gone. By gone I mean I was not shot into space, and I was kind of disappointed in that part, but I was immediately in an ancient Indian ritual sitting around a campfire. It was so peaceful, the fire was there, there were men and women playing drums, dancing, drinking, etc. They knew I was there, and were accepting of me being there.
Even though it was daytime here, in the vision it is night, there is a full moon, and wispy clouds. The moon and the fire light up the area, and you can see teepees and all the normal life things that you would expect to be in an Indian village. Occasionally a child would come running around the fire.
While I'm watching this behind my eyes, I can still feel myself on the couch and I know if I open my eyes I'll be back in my livingroom. So I'm watching and they're dancing around me and they're touching me. At one point I ask for healing for my heart (high blood pressure) and they put their hands right through my chest to do something. somewhere in the middle I get up and they're teaching me how to dance, so I'm dancing in my livingroom to a ritual in my head, very strange to recount all that, but there it was. I wasn't very good at it though, because I was very tipsy, eventually, i just kneeled.
At some point, a wise old woman comes out and begins non-verbally talking to me. I asked her what I should call her, and she told me to call her grandmother, though I multiple times called her mother and that felt right as well. She asked me who I was. I told her that I am the wolf (not sure why I said that, but I've always identified with the wolf), and then an overlay of a wolf surrounded me like a spirit animal. She told me that I am more than the wolf, that I am the pack leader, and that I have to accept that role and lead my pack. I asked her what she meant, but I don't remember getting a clear answer. I can feel the experience fading, but it's a slow withdrawal, not a quick shutdown. I open my eyes and I can see everything normally, but if I close them, the vision is still there, like i'm in two places, one with eyes open, and another with eyes closed.
As I'm coming down I start looking at my chakras, and I'm thinking I need to clean these things off like they're dirty glasses, so I start wiping away the muck on my third eye chakra, and they say we will charge that up for you, and they light my chakra, and it starts glowing incredibly brightly, that was very exciting for me.
Overall I was at the ritual for about 50 minutes, which I was impressed with, great amount of time, and I'm glad it didn't feel rushed. I didn't want it to go, but life and work and everything began intruding so I came back.
I think Ava69 Knows what he's talking about with the THH, for quite some time after, I was able to listen to music and hear so much more of it.
I'm still in awe of the experience, and it seemed different than many, but I'm sure it was exactly what I needed at the time. In my head, I can still see it clearly.
Still want to shoot into space though, so I'm planning more adventures. How can you see the other side and not want to explore all of it?
Thanks for reading,