Hi all,
This will be my first post on this platform, I tried to do this a few times before after intense trips but refrained from doing so thinking there's already enough trip reports so who cares. But this one I write only because I am so full of appreciation and gratitude for LSA and felt there's overwhelming amount of bad reports of it than good so maybe this may help balance things out, maybe not.
Now time for the obligatory English is not my first language but I'll try my best to use whatever knowledge I have of it to narrate my experience. That said, I am sure no matter how good the command over a language a person might have this things are extremely personal and impossible to fully convey anyway but we all know that.
Okay here it goes -
Background-
* Been curious about Morning glory/ HBWS for a while, I decided to go buy them. starting researching a bit about extractions and people's experience but every search lead to Nausea, Stomach aches and vomiting. Almost every post I read was negative, even the positive experiences had gone through some physical discomfort. I stopped thinking of it for a while but had a dream where stars ( or in my mind those stars were morning glory seeds) pretty much told me to not be scared of them. After a lot of thinking over next week or two I decided to buy HBWS since I noticed people had better experience on it.
* Also I have been growing Mushrooms and had the most beautiful harvest which I wanted to test before sharing with friends.
* The idea started to build in my mind to combine the two, online searches led to few good trip reports but not too many. I had no idea about doses and still haven't received the scale I ordered from amazon.
* I decided to eat the first beautiful giant mushroom that I picked along with 4 seeds.
* Pre-trip anxiety was getting intense as the night proceeded. It came to me that somewhere I read people ate ginger root which helped. I had it at home which I never used so I mixed two giant tablespoon with orange juice and drank it. After some time I drank the seeds mixture ( water-garlic tek ) Half an hour in I ate the mushroom.
Trip-
* 30 minutes in I was waiting patiently for stomach ache to kick in, NOTHING HAPPENED, NO BODY DISCOMFORT AT ALL
* No visuals or getting sucked into a black hole or floating in a river feeling at this point and I started to think I have grown tolerance to these compounds. That didn't feel such a bad thing since no vomit, no stomach ache seems good enough.
* Started getting very sleepy but it was late so decided to turn of the video and put some space sounds and sleep. And it began...
* My body disappeared or turned into light crystals but I could feel my head so it felt like only my head was on the bed. It was very funny. I kept sinking deeper and deeper into the bed almost into the earth.
* I felt almost sedated ( normally my brain goes haywire when I trip ) but this was first time when letting go seemed easy and also what was required so i did that
* All of a sudden almost like a Eureka moment I blurted out - " The body doesn't exist". This made me laugh so much realizing that doesn't make any sense at all but hey I am tripping so whatever...
* I decided to go to the washroom and noticed my arms look like lotus and second revelation " Body is a lotus, just think about it" Again this made me laugh like a fool.
* Still no visuals at all at this point but felt extremely peaceful. I started going deeper and deeper into space sounds staring at the lamp I had left on in the distance
* All of a sudden I was transported into my childhood home, I was taken down the basement and opened a trunk with photo albums in it and saw a picture of my mothers father ( I never had much interaction with him and he died when I was young )
* From here the trip was all about family so I don't think there is much need to share but I stayed almost the next 6-7 hours in my childhood home or as we call it #7. I don't know when was the peak or when I fell asleep but I woke up at 7 am feeling great.
Things I realised from I trip, of course the things will stop making any sense few day from today -
* Since body doesn't exist, people don't die
* You can't really run from roots, everything is connected like a web. We are all little links in a chain, no link bigger or more important than other
* Various " things" in universe are trying to communicate or interact but this is impossible inter species. Letting go or keeping mind silent during tripping really helps understand the message. Three of my most intense trip had a similar message to just let go and get the universe take you where you need to be.
* Most important of all - LSA is well worth a try
Thank you everyone
