So I aquirred some deems hit my freind to blast him off. hes pretty experienced in it I wanted to use his banger to get a noice hit . So he blasts off, layout I blast off and lay into the beanbag all I see is this puzzle box that looks like its unlocking. when it opens up it goes behind me and new one starts . Then I fell something pressing me casually into the beanbag as it becomes more intense I see like this machine making a blanket simillar to a loom but more like a typewriter I felt everthing twist and began to get wrapped up in this blanket becoming one i began to see how small i really was i seen that this has to be happening in a higher plane, I seen a bunch like mass creation I felt like I was this blanket that I was groomed to find myself at this point I freaked out with all the stuff coming together and like I seen I had three heads and started doing this shriek that sounded like a cat getting fucked but like the carrier wave I began twisting the blankets on the bed into a vortex and I felt like when I died this is what it was forever... I've blasted before but this was some dark side of the moon now I feel like an enslaved microb

Does one feel like a slave or is one actually and factually enslaved? And if the answer is yes, then who or what is one a slave to?

God bless you beautiful

Sounds like you were caught in the Loop. Typical of the DMT initiate. Do not fret about or think over it. But if you must, I can tell you how I see it: a rite of passage, or more so, a first-hand experience of Samsara in action.

After a few days I've calmed down and accepted that we are what we are nothing more or less I see so narrowly . I thought that was hell I was so frantic now I see that I just got overlaid with hellah info . Even though that was my first actually lift the veil I had dejavue heavy . I'm assuming it's not the first time I searched the depth of the mind. Eventually do I ever get barings or will it always be so random and wild

That's exactly what it was I think but before it happened they basically told me I have no grasp on their world I really wanna go back back but am hesitamt I just hope it's not always a rude awakening I wouldn't even call it rude just way more ever expanding