Hi all,

I will not pretend to be someone I am not here, I have stop doing so after my first experience with Ayahuasca last year.
I do not belong or affiliate myself to any religion, spiritual movement or ancestral tribal ritual of any kind. I was and still am a metaphysics explorer and self debater if you will. I other words I'm looking for answers to questions I haven't even thought of asking yet...if that makes sense. Discovery might be a good word I'm not sure, I'm seeking something I just don't know what, when or where.
Entering the Ayahuasca ceremony as someone who felt that it was time to do it after having heard about it only 3 weeks prior, I told myself as I was drinking the strong and bitter licorice tasting brew that no matter what happens here tonight , I would let go completely.
Aya showed me the multiverse, made me see how I perceived myself, how people saw me and lastly who I truly was.
Aya made me have a deep conversation with my ego, and my ego told me that it will never disappear for as long as I was evolving in this realm (let me call it the physical realm) that it was an intricate part of me, that in fact it was what made me human; a physical being.
I was having telepathic communication with total strangers laying unconscious( as I was) 20 feet away from me.
I fell into a total void and darkness for a while and it seems that only the drum beat of the shaman hitting it rapidly brought me back to a place with some sort of bearing.
Indeed the "work" has been life transforming.
The same way Aya seem to just appear and manifest itself in my life randomly, 1 month ago, DMT and 5 Meo DMT have been pretty much my only source of focus and research.
I haven't found anyone who possesses either medicine yet, but I know that someone will cross my path at the right time.
In the meantime I'm glad to have stumbled upon this forum.
I'll keep educating myself and ask questions and share answers when I can.
I'm an avid martial art teacher, husband and father of 4.
One thing I know for sure, the Universe is way bigger than scientist have estimated it to be so far, I mean way bigger! With countless dimensions (a lot more than 11) yet, when I entered that place where Aya took me, no matter how vast and cross dimensioned the Universe is, going from place to place was instantaneous.
It is time to work with the DMT particles.
I am confident someone on this forum will cross my path and walk by my side and introduce me to the spirit molecule.
I'm in Miami I'll see you soon.

Thank you

I wanted to welcome you here! Thanks for the introduction. Sounds like you had a profound experience and I, for one, would like to hear more about it!

Hi there brother and welcome.

I can relate to your description of your experience. It seems you really saw "it".

I am now 34, happy husband and father of 3.

I had a number of breakthrough experiences with DMT (never did aya must confess). Those experiences led me back in the day to this forum and eventually someone recommended me LSD as a tool to work on myself... in the end all is mind brother, for me the different substances only change the lens through which the trip is showcased. My favourite is mescaline by the way but oh so difficult to find pure. So indeed LSD is my go to substance to work on myself and I highly recommend it as a tool.
Of course DMT and aya are more powerful substances and go way deeper the rabbit hole but LSD is "easy" to work with and... have you ever tried nitrous on the peak of an LSD experience? Is very close to DMT, you get the "full reminder" of who you really are, plus it does not destroy you physically and you can, for example, trip one saturday and then function normally within your family on the sunday and show up flawlessly to work on a Monday if need be.

I mean, you have already seen the fireworks, if you really want to work on yourself you dont need to take out the ferrari each time.

Meditation works wonders as well I must say, but if you want to go berserk on the "ego work" then again: LSD is great.

Namaste my brother

We are one

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