Your experience is similar to mine in that this journey started for me when I arrived at the US.
I had been smoking weed for years, when suddenly I thought "man, I should go further with this stuff." At that time I was feeling waves of love when smoking weed, and I had a calmness from day to day...lets just say I was feeling a bit "enligthened" or whatever, and everything felt so new to me, like I could do anything, know and be everything.
So to go further I made some edibles, tripped on them, and the next day looked online for information on thc edibles...thats when I stubmled upon psychedelics like psilocybin, which I had always wanted to try when younger but which I had never had the opportunity to.
One link carries to the next and so I landed on DMT...what Joe Rogan had been talking about all this time...I just couldn't believe that I could have this experience for myself. I was like "I'd pay anything to see whats on the other side!"
Crazy thing is when I started researching MHRB I found that I had already viewed MHRB items 2 years previous...and remembered that I had vagley been interested in making it, but thought it too much a hassle, to scary.
When I was ready everything came to fruition.
I set up all the things, practiced the teks, and well, what can I say, the other world is a fact
Oh, the things I have seen
Todo lo que quiero es que me recuerdes siempre así...amándote.
Mantay kuna kayadidididi~~Ayahuasca shamudididi. Silence ○ Shiva ◇ eternal Purusha.
What we have done is establish the rule of authority in silence. Silence is the administrator of the universe. In silence is the script of Natural Law, eternally guiding the destiny of everyone.
The Joy of Giving ♡See the job. Do the job. Stay out of the misery.♡May this world be established with a sense of well-being and happiness. May all beings in all worlds be blessed with peace, contentment, and freedom.This mass of stress visible in the here & now has sensuality for its reason, sensuality for its source, sensuality for its cause, the reason being simply sensuality.