So first, I'll admit I'm here because of Joe Rogan. I've been meditating since I was about 12(I'm 35 now) Up until about 8 or 9 years ago, that was it. Then I heard about the astral plane and have attempted to get there with no success. There is more to that rabbit hole but that's for another post sometime. When I heard about dmt and started reading posts here about the experiences, specifically the part about waking in an operating table the light bulb went off in my head. This is what I've been looking for the entire time. What I've experienced through meditation is simply a snapshot in my memory of being in a really weird type of operating room that sounds very similar to what I've read.

I am also very green to psychedelics as in I've never used or tried them. So I will do lots of reading and research before I actually try any. I only smoke weed at the moment.
I have managed to get a hold of some p viridis seeds, and just found some caapi root that I will be getting soon as well. I don't mind growing things as I've been gardening for years and I just finished my first cannabis grow.

I'm excited that I found this place and it feels like this is where I'm supposed to be.