Yesterday I had such a crazy experience. I had made changa with CBD cannabis and 60% harmine. I used a water bong. I loaded 170mg (so 85mg DMT and 85mg freebase harmine/harmaline) I took three rips, and for each of them the chamber was filled with dense potent smoke, but I somehow managed to get them all straight through with ease. I sat there crossed legged and began feeling it...I took one more huge rip, layed the bong down very orderly and rested my back on the sofa. r
Eyes closed, the visuals began...I felt inside a dome like structure. I had headphones with soft jazz music and the sound seemed to seep through the top of dome and was deeper, richer tone...the words had meaning so I was very concious in that sense.
I was travelling in space and a green lighted geometric shape appeared and then items appeared in its center. Things like a beautiful disney like animation carton of milk or other things but it was happening AMAZINGLY fast. I was holding on hard, travelling so fast. Then I realized that I had tripped in this world before and had had a good time previously. There are signs in this world...like construction signs, so orderly, pure inteligence. Its like a factorty being run, with little symbols for everything and the smell of burnt cosmic plastic.
Grinning like one grins crazily on dmt I smashed my tingling, "cosmic plastic" melting face into a grey wall once, twice, a thousand million times at amazing speed. Each time I broke the grey melting wall another one came up immedietly, and the wall could have symbols on it before I smashed into it. Like a heart symbol, or two shadows of jesters (my guardian angels sort of. women and male jester, very beautiful and I love them so I knew I was in good hands.) There was no way of slowing this trip down! It ended just as abruptley as it began.
As the walls stopped appearing I just meditated purley, no thought. I was tired. I need rest. I was fried! Like I could imagine smoke coming up the top of my hot head.
I did not open my eyes for 20 minutes. When I did I was already almost fully to baseline sober.
What. the. fuck. ?
Most amazing was thinking about this other world far away...experienced as another way of being, run as a factory...with all those construction signs...its so crazy. Its a whole other way of being.
Todo lo que quiero es que me recuerdes siempre así...amándote.
Mantay kuna kayadidididi~~Ayahuasca shamudididi. Silence โ Shiva โ eternal Purusha.
What we have done is establish the rule of authority in silence. Silence is the administrator of the universe. In silence is the script of Natural Law, eternally guiding the destiny of everyone.
The Joy of Giving โกSee the job. Do the job. Stay out of the misery.โกMay this world be established with a sense of well-being and happiness. May all beings in all worlds be blessed with peace, contentment, and freedom.This mass of stress visible in the here & now has sensuality for its reason, sensuality for its source, sensuality for its cause, the reason being simply sensuality.