Hello brothers and sisters!!!
I come to the nexus with nothing but love, a thirst for knowledge, and a desire to build on to what has very fortunately been set in place. About 7 or 8 years ago in college I had my first experience with a psychdelic other than ganja and that was salvia. This was a turning point in my life so let me explain. Took one toke, was laughing my ass off uncontrollablly so I said one more hit pack it pack it! Well that second huge rip of 20X sent me black out at first... Then our whole reality and everything in this dimension literally compressed into one of the teeth on a zipper and we were getting zipped up with all the other teeth(they were other dimensions like ours). Much more strange things in my head from that experience but it opened me up to psychdelics! Then I experimented with LSD and other anologs as well as mdma and so on and so forth, all during this I got turned on to the GREAT TERENCE MCKENNA!! I literally fell in LOVE with that man!!! Litened to literally everything on YouTube and have read a couple of his books. after hours of lectures I finally watched that transcedential object at the end of time comp, and when I found out he was already dead it was like losing a loved one. Shit I still cry sometimes listening to how beautiful that man's mind is!!! Wellt brought me to DMT. I ordered 500g MHRB 3 years ago and started extracting.. well during this my significant other of 3 years cheated on me and left me empty. I quit my job went homless for a bit and yadayada.. when I tried to vape my stuff I only had a meth pipe to do it and I never blasted off completely. I think I got close but It was an insecure time and I never had the courage to vape it correctly in that aweful pipe. This was very depressing to me. At least I shared it with some friends but I believe they never got a chance to actually blast off ethir. The best time with the first batch was on 8 tabs of some Jerry Garcia watercolor I took a bigger rip than ever before but I just experienced super visuals so I think the meth pipe was just a disaster... Well after moving from the East coast to the West coast, cleaning my act, marrying the love of my life... I am finally ready to experience the greatest trip known to man. No matter what happens I am destined to go back to school next year and gain all the degrees required to work in some position of alternative medicine therapy. I am 100% set on this as I see the healthcare of today is only a temporary band-aid and no real soulution. For my middle school and highschool my shrink made me believe I was SICK and gave me a whole cocktail of bullshit substances such as Adderall Prozac and other depression meds. My first LSD trip made me realize so many things about myself I cried my eyes out. I now take no meds and dose psychdelics when needed responsible and respectfully. LSD taught me that I am a HUMAN BEING. MDMA taught me LOVE. THEY ALL HELPED ME GET OUT OF THE MASS PsYCHOSIS OF TODAYS SOCIETY. this has made me cry typing this!!!!! The main thing I want in life is to help give people that push out of the mass psychosis this society has produced. I hurt for this world. And I want to make an impact. MUCH LOVE AND THANK YOU FOR READING THIS. Any questions I would be happy to answer!!! I might think of more but time is of the essence<3<3

I failed to mention my greatest regret in life was selling my trombone I played for 9 years until I went homeless.

Also I studied chemistry at the University of South Carolina for 3 years until dropping out and moving in with the girl that cheated on me 3 years after that.(big regret dropping out)


biggest influences:

Terence McKenna
John Lennon
MUSIC OF ALL TYPES AND PERSPECTIVES( classical to Boosie badass; but mostly 70s dylan and reagge)
My highschool music teacher taught me what real PASSION IS
SHUNGINSSSS
MOST ARTISTS
ETC ETC

Oh my god Terrance is one of my idols along with Buddha. I feel that the way that he was able to talk off the top of his head about complicated topics like society and reality is top notch I think he is one of the people that has influenced my thoughts and the way that I think. Any way welcome to this forum I hope that you will be able to find yourself at home.

Thank you! Glad to meet someone who has had Terence influence their mind as well my wife, daughter and myself have all been shown how great communication is when done right(stemmed from Terence) I love how Terence is not the guru character people think he is... But a great role model!!! I realize he was just as smart before DMT and mushrooms but the fact he was so heavily directed down a particular path from it and is a strong advocate for it has made me seek, wonder and research about it hevily!
My GVG came in the mail today and I am excited beyond else. I have been preparing my body and mind for the journey. I have cut out caffine(except for green tea) for the past week and a half; withdrawals almost over as I was a heavy addict 600-900mg caffine a day. I have only been eating organic vegetables, fruit, fish, and staments 7 mushroom capsules. My wife is preparing aswell by cutting kratom and caffine out of her life. Cutting these substances out of our lives cause some minor turbulence, but everything is evening out now and starting to feel happier and better than before. I have some nervousness about blasting off but it's more of a nervousness you would get if you were the first astronaut going to the outer edge of our Galaxy... I have heard to start small but I do not want to underdose as Terence has suggested... Planning on trying to clear 25mg in one toke in about 8 days from now. I might use 5mg tonight in the gvg just to get the vaping process down.. or do you think vaping some ganja out of it would be equally good practice? I've aquired a knockoff zico arc torch lighter that works very well so far I love to ramble!!!

What do you think of someone giving a married couple a huge dose of Datura seed and when they are messed up and the husband wanders off then the person who gave them the Datura has sex with the wife?

Datura was used traditionally to mess people up so they could not know what was going on, and then they could be buried alive easily. Or killed or raped etc.

That's a very very evil way in today's conciousness!! If someone attempted that in the past Couple hundred years they should receive a very equal punishment in my opinion. Thinking deeply on it... Well maybe in a very primative society where the conciousness is not developed as ours... Doing this would be spreading your seed to your enemys or other tribes... and maybe a shaman of a specific group calls for this act as they might see spreading there tribes seed is a good thing
Thats the only justification I could see. Very interesting topic!

In the book True Hallucinations Terrence Mckenna writes that he did that.
He gave a large dose of Datura to a couple and when the man wandered off he had sex with the woman.
McKenna was intelligent, well spoken and well read but he might not be a good role model.
He is extremely controversial to some.

This is the first time I have heard of this! A quick Google search came up with zero information on the subject but I will go deeper. Was Terence on datura himself? I know he does not like datura as it has no mental clarity.... This does not sound like the Terence I know and love... Still if he was clear headed during this and it holds true... I can look past it as a skeleton in his closet... He brought too many great things to the table to throw him out completely... Everyone has skeletons, they may be big they may be small... If it is true what you say, you still have to consider everything else as well. You can't see the world in black and white!

I believe every soul is a compilation of all the loves the soul holds. Even the best soul can learn from people such as Hitler who was beyond evil. Terences goods have impacted me in such a positive way any negatives I find out at this point are quaretined away from my loves of him. The bad news just gives me an even clearer perspective that there are few true saints in this world.