Hi all, thought i would finally sign up after casualy visiting for nearly 10 years.

My only experience with DMT was about 8 years ago, i did an AB tek and produced a small amount for myself. This would be my first psychedelic experience. I was looking for deeper meaning to life and DMT was my first choice due to the short trip time, that ideaology gave me some sense of security at the time.

I weighed out a small amount and put it on some herb and took a hit. Although it is not suprising i did not break through, i was still not prepared for the effects. I experienced the buzzing building up like a time stretched sound (like experiencing time in packets) until i felt a click inside my brain. I kept my eyes open and saw glowing edges, the sky flapped around like a sheet in the wind and an orb appeared to me, but i was not expecting the feeling of not being able to breath (like i had no lungs), it was then i decided to try other psychedelics first.

So for the last 8 years i have had a great time with mushrooms, meditation with cannabis, salvia, yopo, micro dosing lsd, other herbs like cz. I have made discoveries, felt a deeper connection with myself and others and discovered entities, which i have become fascinated with.

I am here now as i cannot think of anything better than to discuss these topics with like minded people, also i recently experienced a synchronicity that told me to try DMT again. So this is my step in becomming more involved.

Look forward to chatting, learning and sharing.

Glad to have ya aboard finally! Would love to hear about your discoveries! Write up a trip report, should you revisit DMT.

Welcome to the Nexus!

Glad to hear your story. DMT would be one heck of a first psychedelic.

I'm curious about your experiences meditating with cannabis. I've tried it an have felt completely at the mercy of my thoughts. Perhaps that's the point, but I found it too frustrating to continue. Have you had good luck with it? Is it worth persistence?

SWIM also tried meditating with MDMA. She said that it was fine, but distracted her from how good she was feeling.

Thanks for the welcome!

Meditating with cannabis proved succesful for me, for my goals. I suffered with anxiety and weed gave me an even more introverted perspective which was at first difficult. Meditation was a way of dealing with these thoughts. I could either distract myself by listening to music or use it as a tool for being creative but there was interesting thoughts that seemed to bypass my usual filters. Cannabis taught me to be mindful i guess, figure out why i was anxious, put perspective on it, which helped in 'real world' situations. In time i was able to explore more of my concsiousness, push the boundries of my sanity and open a channel to a spirit guide of sorts, which is the path im on now.

Iv not tried mdma :O