An old roomate of mine once upon a times mother; went through the same thing. She mostly saw native american people in her house, showing her things, telling her things in indistinguishable language. At any rate I know how tough it be to deal with.
With that being said I truly hope you find the answers you're looking for, We all end up here for different reasons but i don't think its too far off track to say most come here with questions, seeking answers and a community to fall back on in times of confusion.
Here's to the journey ahead, Good health and mental clarity.
βMy brain is only a receiver, in the Universe there is a core from which we obtain knowledge, strength and inspiration. I have not penetrated into the secrets of this core, but I know that it exists.β
β Nikola Tesla